This is exactly how I feel whenever I lose myself in my own head. The next song will be directed towards me being one of the main reasons some people are still. I'm sitting here thinking to myself though....like how am I the reason that you're still alive? Do I really mean that much to you? Are my words actually things that you hang on to? What have I possibly done to be put on such a high pedestal that you admire me as someone who has saved your life?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KtRcPKhMMY