Dunno why I'm even writing this

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As well all know we can't be on 24/7.

But that doesn't stop us from thinking about it.

When I'm at home I think about the bad things I said on that site.

When I'm at school I think, what if I'm on pm right now?

I think of all the people I love there and the people I hate.

Sometimes I'm just so mad I could literally kill someone.

But other times I'm cheery and whatever.

People seem to hate me when I'm cheery. Well, I'm not saying all but some.

So nowadays I try to be mean and stuff. But that seems to make things worse.

My mind just keeps telling me to stay away from pm then, but I can't. Same with wattpad. It's like this invisible tugging that makes you keep coming back.

I really want to scream. Really bad.

So I will, just not on here.

But I still don't get it. I guess I'm just not the like able type.

Oh well. Nothing I can do about it anyways. I might as well to back to earning house points or something.

But I know that's not where I belong. I belong in the GH with all my buddies. Well, I guess I may have to.

Oh well. I just wanna thank my friends for being there for me. If not for them I wouldn't even bother logging in, more less have anything to of with pm.

Thanks.