But those words change after so many years, like dad living mom sick and bedridden, and how mom left me with almost nothing

"Im and tired in this family, im leaving for good" I heard dad said down stairs "Your just gonna leave me and your daughter? What about our vows, our plans, our promise?" mom asked dad with tears running from her eyes

Dad slap her across the face which made mom tumble while he left without a single word "MOM!" I called our for her "My my sweet child, why are you still up?" she manage to speak even tho she has tears that wanted to be set free "Are you hurt mom?"

She just shake her head signing its a no and lead me up stairs to sleep, thats all it came up her lullaby 

Where there is desire there is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try

End of flashback~

"Babe? Babe, babe!" I came back to my senses after I heard Hizashi calling for me "Yes?" I asked "You zone out Baby" he said cupping my left cheek "Im fine, just some weird you know imagination" I said "Its ok, just dont ever do something reckless like that again"

I stayed quiet after that, Hizashi help me a little ofc "Babe?" I called Hizashi who was now changing into night clothes "Hmm" he replied "Do you think sometimes that, what if this is just a dream? What if im not the one for you? What if oneday we will stop fighting for each other?"

"Oi, you better stop thinking negative babe yk that not gonna happend" he said, as he came closer to my figure and hug me like there's no tomorrow "I love you Y/n, no one will ever change my mind if I say that fvcking word you hear me?" he said, I cant answer no words came but only a nod

"I love you too Hiza, I just cant handle myself if im sad" I said hugging him back "Being apart from your moment what else you two are doing?" we heard a certain voice spoke "Im gonna make her my wife" Hizashi answered not bothered who was it "Y/n Yamada? Sounds terrible"

"Oi Shota, if your jealous leave" Hizashi said pulling from the hug "I just said it, yk maybe your not that much devoted to what you said lately" sensei said as he walkout the door "Oh and Y/n, assignment on the living room if your looking for it" with that he finally left me and Hizashi alone

"Man, what an ass" he said as I made my way to my bed to sleep "You know what im thinking?" I asked Hizashi "What?" he replied as he climb on the bed "I realized how skilled you are in bed" I said with a smirk on my face "So your saying you want me to fvck you?"

I remain silent, I didnt mean about tho what I meant is just to compliment him "A word Y/n" he said "I do not meant about that, what I meant was a compliment" I said "Oh, my bad" he said as he turn around to face the other way "Wait Hiza, I didnt meant like that tho" I said as I cuddle him from the back "Maybe tomorrow i'll let you rock my body"

I dont know, but can sense this motherfvcker right here is smile his thoughts out "Really?" he asked turning to face me "Oh fvck me" I said letting him go "Alr, i'll do my best tomorrow"

I really hope I didnt told him this, 'Have mercy on me dear Lord' I mumble, I was been able to drift to sleep but I felt someone kissing my neck which is only one person is with me "Hizashi, hold yourself please" I beg "If only I can" He said, I tried but he still keep going, so I did what I need to do

I got up, took my pillow and blanket "Im going to sleep at the couch if you dont stop" I warn him "Fine, i'll stop just dont leave me here" he said as I went back to bed "I love you Y/n" he said as I felt he slowly got to sleep which I followed after.

I woke up after hearing something or maybe someone tumble somewhere "Ow, my ass hurt" I heard Hizashi as he came out of the bathroom 'What was he doing inside there?' I ask myself. When he was about approach the bed I pretend sleeping

"Who would thought I will get myself a boner after what Y/n told me" I heard him talking to himself ofc "Are you awake?" he asked, I didnt answer "Hmmp, snober I know your awake but ok lets pretend your not" he said as he took me again in his arms, I stay quiet until I fell asleep again

Time skip~

I woke up again, the only reason now is because I heard mom and dad downstairs fighting, why? Because I already mark it, if their voice can be heard here from down there their fighting "Ugh, who's that?" I heard Hizashi asked "Mom and dad"

"Its to early tho" he said "Ik, but sometimes im ok with this" I said jumping on top of him "Hmm, cant wait?" he asked "Oi, im completely calm, you're the one who's not" I said "Oh yea, are you asleep last night?" he asked again which makes me remember it

"What do you mean?" I lie "Oh well, nothing I just thought, maybe you didnt get any sleep well" he said "I just woke up Zashi ok, I dont even remember or anything about last night" I said "You're lying" he said "What? Why?" I asked "You should have said 'I dont know what happend' or 'I dont even know what are you saying' but you said you dont remember what happend last night"

"Fine, you got me" I said in defeat "Dont worry I still love you" he said as he kiss my forehead which I turn it back by kissing him on the lips "Still soft as ever" he said "Same to you My Love" I said as he pulled onto another kiss

____________________________________

This was to sweet tho, well reality hits hard. I can see Y/n as different person tho but I cant let my imagination manipulate me😅 well I just came back from province so I can now post anytime I want

Now thats all see you all next chapter