I love someone, she is beautiful, kind, and has the most beautiful laugh, she got me into anime, she made me see the slight good in things, and then I felt weird, and on Christmas, she said it, "I love you." and I got so scared, that I had to ask what she meant, I waited for the response, and it was well because we had the same interests, and I calmed down, and then that night, I realized it, I was in love with her.... few weeks later she asks me if I had a crush on her, and well I had to tell her that I am scared, I was scared to high hell, I told her that I was scared that my heart would break again, this girl makes me happy, she takes my pain away, and ore weeks later, we laugh, we talk about our memories on how we met, and one Christmas I asked her to prom, she said yes, and I felt my heart skip it's heart beat, I had fun that night, not the naughty kind, actual fun, though I at least wished we danced, but any way, recently I asked her if we could be together, and though it took her a few days, but she answered she said no can we stick with being friends?, but I was still happy, she answered, but not I find it hard because, my feelings continue to grow.