Umm, hi readers, this page is just a little bit about me...

I can't explain myself that well but all I can say is, I'm like pushing a bull with a stick that has a burning hot nail, occasionally if given the chance, I will erupt into rage, and blinded fury, just hope your next to me, because just like Yang Xiao Long I punch the closest thing next to me, and I nearly break people, that's something that I never wanted, my heart like everyone else's is breakable, yes, but I never tell anyone, because I hate it, I HATE THAT I'M WEAK ON THE INSIDE. Oh and in case you are wondering why I often say Sorry to something, it's just how I am, I was born to apologize, and when people don't get that it just hurts.

Blames...

Whenever something bad happens I often say that I didn't do it, because I'm mostly blamed for things, just like how it is in Norse myth, with Loki always bringing the Norse gods their problems, I have always seen myself in some of his mistakes, his constant fails, the blame it gets into your head, and eats it's way into you, your entire system, being riddled with these emotional holes, it's confusing, therapy won't help, the best I can do is take the pain and let it go through it's course, and depending how much pain I take it could be an entire month or maybe 20 days, who knows?

inside....

I have been going through too many changes that they hurt me mentally, their fine now, cooled down I guess for now, but I assure you I'm perfectly sane, no need to send get well gift baskets.... unless they contain hamburgers without pickles, lettuce, tomato, mustard, relish, mayo, or any kind of vinegar besides Ketchup, then I advise it, but since they don't ship well in the mail, just eat it for me, thanks... unless your a vegetarian, then if you have a friend who eats meat give it to them, thanks for listening.