i tried meditating. it helped me a lot. i did and twice, once in the morning and once during the evening bc the weather was awesome 🌈🌈

i ended up having great results. better than i expected at least.

1) i was standing in my mindscape which suddenly started to turn pink. A door appeared and a pink room started to spread out from beside the door. I was now standing in a pink room whose ceiling was glowing the same color. the room kept on endlessly extending behind me and formed new areas and things. I stared at the door in front of me. i without realizing i walked forward and opened the, sensing danger from the pink room. Just as i touched the knob and opened it, darkness started to flow out. i continued to stare at it and entered the darkness.

2)this wasnt rlly a scene or sth. i just saw a past form where i was a witch. i had light green eyes. black hair, black goth clothes or sth. and a rlly dark green lipstick. i found photos for it but theyre not in my phone plus wattpad isnt uploading any pictures :// well basically imagine a person wearning goth clothes[a shirt and jeans] and shiny/neon green eyes. idrk if the lipstick was a lipstick or a natural lip colour, and pale skin~
most of it is probably cosmetics except the eyes.

3)i was staring at my reflection in a room with lots of mirrors with had weird symbols on them. they all were carved in black but had a different coloured glow around them.

idrk what the 1) and 3) one mean but eh. the first one is a help and ill figure out in due time.

lol this was supposed to be posted two weeks ago but my lazy ass didnt agree. oof.