I just found out my guy friend who I have know since we were at least 5 likes the girl I hate so much, I mean I don't know if I like him deep down and I just keep those feelings locked up because we'e known eachother for so long and that's why I'm taking this so hard or if I'm taking this so hard because I am losing my friend to someone I hate, this means she is going to be sitting at our lunch table and I don't want to see that so it means I have to find a different table to sit at with some of my friends or maybe I'm taking this so hard because I thought we would be friends till we died,