I know this is sudden but I can't hide these words anymore,

I may just be a teen or some worthless whore.

This all may not make any sense or might even make you feel uneasy,

And all these words I will spew out will sound oh too cheesy.

The videos you make fill my heart with such desire,

It hasn't felt this way since I was much shyer.

Your voice is like magic,

Leading me on a journey from story to story.

It makes me head go numb and fills me with such glory.

Your body is like a matchbox,
You set me alight and make me your art.
I can see the hot fire in your eyes
And I want you to set off the same fire in my heart.

I know this love is all fake, all just someone’s bitter spit,
But I can't help but want to beg for more of it.
I know you may have someone better than me,
However, I truly can't bring myself but to beg for thee.

You deserve someone better.
You deserve someone who is more divine.
You don't deserve someone like me who always whines.

I am not the one you want in your life,
I will end up ruining it and make you turn to the knife.

We may not know each other in person,
And you may not even know I exist,
But in all the videos you made,
I was the one you kissed.

You are truly perfect even though you are older than me,
But it doesn't mean anything to me since I'll soon be seventeen.
I want to message you, to tell you how I feel so hurt,
But I don't dare dirty you with my own words of dirt.

You live so far away from me and you have a completely different life from I,
You deserve someone near you to watch over you till you die.
You deserve someone so divine and swine.
You deserve a girl who will understand and love all of you.
Even though you set my heart alight for the first time in years,
I should move on before I become more blue.

I stumbled upon your videos by a recommend,

I didn't mean to but it happened so from a friend.

That friend I love so dear, so true, so pure,

But you lead me astray, took me down a detour.

I regret ever doing this because of the pain it bears on me,

Continue on with your life filled with glee and forget all about thee.

I'm no one to you and it will always be that way.

You deserve a girl to listen to all your stories and who will brighten up your day.

Bring her on all your journeys throughout the world,

Forget about this one girl who is confused and whose life is all in a whirl.