Slowly piece by piece, you destroy my heart. You build me up like building blocks, just so that you can bring me down.
         You make my blood boil and my hands tremor, you make my cheeks wet with tears and my heart shatter.
        I want to just throw in the towel, but yet, I cannot leave you, for I am bound to you by contract.
         You look at me with no pity and no love, as I break down into tears, and hit the ground with my fists, as if it would make all my problems just disappear.

         You give me hope, and then you snatch it away.
           You scare me and you torrtcher me, make me feel like there will never be another day.
          You take my love and throw it away, when you have no idea what it does to me.
           If only you could feel what I feel, you would never treat me this way.
          You took a strong wayward spirit, and turned it to a submissive weak willed one.

         I thought having you would solve all my problems, but instead it has created more.
         I thought I would be safe with you, but that could not have been more wrong.
          I thought I had found my one and only, but you just gave me false hope.
   
        I felt pity for you, in the situation you were in, I came to save you, and take you in.
         When I should have just continued walking by, and stayed to the code I had made up in my mind.
        I regret all the decisions I've made. But I can not take them back.

         You have made me feel weak and hopeless as you stare down at me from your throne, but you better watch out, because I'm not done.
         I tried to be patient, I tried to be kind. But you have pushed me over the edge, and that person has died

~~~~~~~~ Roaringriver
                                       ~5/5/16 @ the barn