I know I wasn't on this weekend and I know I was ignoring a lot of people but I just was so pissed off on Friday that I couldn't stand being around anybody and I really didn't want to have a mental break down from being so pissed.

I'm sorry I did that to you guys. Since I've started school and being around more people I've kind of just gotten, not so much depressed but more sad then I was over the summer. I don't really know how to explain it. I guess you could say I just really hate people and they just piss me off no matter what? I don't know...

I am sorry that I made people worried or feel like they did something and that I was mad at them. That wasn't the case. Sometimes I just need to be by myself and try to get my life back together.

I probably tell anybody really if I'm going to be off for that long again, I might. It depends on how my mood is towards people, but if I'm gone for a few days I just needed some time and it's probably best not to talk to me unless I talk to you first. And if you do message me and I don't message back, I'm probably trying not to blow up on you or still trying to calm down.

Again, I'm sorry if I scared you guys and/or made you feel like I left or that you did something. ❤️