Everyone, I know how you think this is your fault for getting so mad at me but to my close friends, I really dislike the conflict and hesitation that's happened (Happens when it's something to do with me,) but I saw your comments, 

Loyalstone, I forgive you for leaving and I am always here for you no matter what.. I just wanna make it up to you by this chapter, I will never hate you. Even other of my followers and don't worry I've now recovered and if you want me to delete that ( I H*te myself) Chapter, then I will right away! 

https://youtu.be/ZahXTDLFS6E

This is a Japensese song I found and it's pretty interesting and made me feel good, I bet you can't understand the singing but you should look this lyrics up.