Yes,  I'm pretending
Pretending that I'm happy
Pretending that I love my life
Pretending that it doesn't hurt
Pretending that everything's alright
Pretending and smiling
And now I can't stop
Coz it would hurt them who care for me
and them who loves me
Coz now it's my habit
Coz it's the only way to survive
And coz I just don't know how to stop
And I think it's all right
May be it's destined
I will pretend,
And everyone would think
" Wow! What a perfect and happy life she got "