Or do I...?

Idk. My grandpa's in the hospital, I hope he's ok.

And hopefully my heart too as well because... I seriously don't know what it wants, it's like I want to straight up talk to it and ask

Me: BOI WTF DO YA WANT

but then it's like

My heart: BOI IDFK DONT JUDGE ME

Me: ... Jeezuz crust.

Honestly, I think I jinxed myself. It's like, I fall in love with people to easily, I guess that shows how weak my heart can't take it.

It's early in the morning... and I wanna die

(That was a joke btw)

I say that in like, a playful way. Don't worry.

The problem with me is that... I fall in love with people to easily. But... that one person. Where did it go wrong?

I need to avoid contact with anyone, maybe that's why.

Sigh

Aca-scuse me?

Don't worry, I think I blocked her. Or just reported her comment. Eh. Either way, I'll still block her if I haven't yet. LEL