I'm sorry guys....
I can't stop myself....
But I have proof that I did this...
I'm not lying....
If you're thinking I'm saying this for attention....

I just barley did those....
I'm doing more....

there kinda small.....
I was close to cutting a vain.....

Anyways your wondering why I'm doing this?....

I'll tell you.....
Also swearing is in this....

I'm tired of getting fucking yelled At. Getting told I'm a fucking Whore. Those Shitty ass people at my school. Fuck! They fucking bully me! One of the bitches talked to me since she saw my crying. And I fucking told her I don't want help. I'm Tired of getting fucking bullied. I'm Tired of people saying I'm not fucking perfect. Because I can't be fucking perfect. Right now I'm a different fucking person. I was about to overdose myself! But my friend told me the reason why I shouldn't! Some told me I am a mistake! Because I am... I'm a Mistake! I should've never ever been born! If I had the fucking chance right now! I would overdose myself! But I can't! My little sister is here! Fuck! It all! I wanna die. It will take all my shitty problems away. I'm insecure. I can't be perfect! I'm Tired of my parents saying. "You can't be a marine biologist when you are scared of the water." Or when my older siblings saying, "You have an easy life! You don't need to be sad." And fuck it all. They don't know how I feel! I wanna die... once I get the chance... I will overdose myself....