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𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 1𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘵 in 4𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 was 𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦𝘥 ...

(𝘐𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘧 as I needed to send my pics to my dada as ghar pe koi nhi tha tab aur dada soch rhe the ki am pulling a prank on him)....

(Am not adding the pic of my head as it was a mess and u people can get scared of it...)

So fir bhi baat ati ha itne dino ki break lene ki like 2 months ho gaya ki mene update nhi ki ... Toh baat yeh ha ki 1st September tak thik ho gai thi meh but fir meri nani ki death ho gai 5th September ko and believe me i am not ok at all like meri mental health bigar gai thi... Mtlb jo insaan ke sath meh unki maut ke adha ghanta pehle tak unki sath baat kr rhi thi jinhone mujhe gaana gaate hua sulaya unko hi sham ko dekha toh she was not moving I was so broked like bachpan se sirf maut dekh rhi hu class 1 se dekh rhi hu haar saal koi na koi apna jaa raha ha lakin yeh wala expectable nhi tha 😔😔...

Mene ek baari last year watty shuru kiya tha mere bada mama ke maut ke baad but soch bhi nhi pai ki ek aur maut mujhe iss kadar khatm kr dega....

Mene finally socha ki bata deti hu ki i won't continue but as seriously meh bokhla gai thi i attempted suicide aur yeh mazak nhi ha meri behan ne roka as sach bol rhi hu nhi hota mujh se abh kuch bhi likh na yeh sochna aur fir ayi meri adu AditiSrivastava797 jo ki bohot support ki mujhe mene aur bhi try krne wali thi but pata nhi kese usne mujhe roka as woh khud wahi kr ne jati thi agr meh apne ko hurt krti but fir app meh se bhi bohot logo ne help ki mujhe jo shayad mere kuch khas dost ha naam nhi bol rhi baas jaan lo yrr app sab ke liye hi wapas kuch krne ka soch pa rhi hu meri watty ki sabse pehli dost aur didi Sharminraka apko bhi tq as apne hi real support kiya tha jab meh pgl ke tarah glti kr rhi thi with my career too aapne hi roka aur sahi rasta dikhaya...

So here am I to start once again with a fresher mind this time...

Baas aap sab ka bhar pur support chahiye jese krte aye ho...

Maana kuch logo ne dm meh gaaliyaan di ha and even told me names like kyu nhi kr rhi apne app ko kuch zada hi maanti hu bhai meh kuch bhi nhi maanti baas stable nhi thi... Mera khud pe control nhi tha but abh hu baas like esa maat bolo karo yrr as dard hota ha jinke liye likh rhi hu woh hi esa discourage krenge toh kese hoga like tab already alag halat meh thi meri mamma ko bhi sambhalna tha toh sirf mujhe hi pata ha ki kese over come kiya ha but still am not ok baas itna ha ki boards bhi samne ha woh bhi 12th ke toh plz zada updates nhi kr paungi lakin jabh bhi time milega kr lungi so just try to support as end meh apko hi achi story milega mujhe kya haam writers ka kya haam toh likhte ha but jitni mehnat krta ha utni votes/likes nhi ata....

Choro yeh sabh abh main mudda ha ki am back now aur insta aur watty ek sath dikkat de rhi ha so i don't know kya karu baas time do sabh kuch pehle jesa kr dungi meh....

Thanks abh tak itna pyar dene ke liye... Dil se shukriya 🥰🥰
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YOUR DOBI WRITER
shreya

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