I'm bored and I still feel like shit but for different reasons.

I feel like I'm just annoying everybody because I want to Roleplay or talk and it just makes me go insane.

I feel like after I talk to people for a while, they getting annoyed with me and they just stop talking to me... this happens a lot and it makes me feel like I can't keep a friend.

One day all of you are going to se how annoying I am and you're all just going to leave and never talk to me again... it's going to happen because, eventually, it happens to me. Even if I try to make it not happen...