I'm observing, not participating.
Smiling sadly at the things around me,
occasionally singing along to the thundering, too loud music.
The screaming filling my ears, the base chilling me down to the core.
Listening to the screams of delight, joy and excitement.
The laughter boisterous and filling the space with a crazed excitement.
My mind repeating the same three words
.... you don't belong.... you don't belong ...... you dont belong