The counselor called my dad about it...

Then when he got home, we had a 30min-1hr talk

He wasn't mad (surprisingly..) and he just told me that I shouldn't lie to him, and I should share my feelings with him.

He also said that being sad about death isn't depression
But he doesn't know what runs through my mind ;-;

Also, I learned a new fact about him...

He grew up without a father.
He never knew his father...
I never knew that, because he never told me.
Im generally surprised...

I need to be more careful from now on...

Extra: HoLy CrAp

I just watched a memorial for mom with dad... Im crying again.. HALP ;-;