A quarter or two after still in [insert grade here], Drama Queen and Chloe decided to come up to me one day. Now, this was rare to happen since nowadays I wasn't even with Dark sunset on the track, usually by myself because others just decided to leave me in the shadows. So I was confused why, but glad that I had some company. They came up with the topic on crushes; and I didn't really even have any thoughts that I had a crush, like before the 'thing' with Dark sunset. So I didn't have anything to say.

Chloe said she had a crush. Drama Queen being the one she was went with that huge cliche: "wHo Is It?!?!" I guessed, and was told that I was wrong. Chloe gave us both a hint: Saying that her crush loved to  bear hug people.  𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒆: 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒉𝒖𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒖𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎.

"It's not me,..... right?" I asked, hoping Chloe would say 'Yeah it's not you.' But you know what? Apparently it was a yes. I was really confused, because in my opinion that I even had then: I'm ugly as fuck. I didn't wanna break her heart, so the next day I told her that I liked her too.

Probably only a few weeks later though, she broke up with me. Said she lost interest. We became just friends: that was that. I also had noticed that she started dating someone else: which was my neighbor. I didn't really care, in fact I felt happy that they got together.

At the time I had another friend. Now, don't think I was the 'popular kid' because I really wasn't, Drama queen wasn't really my friend, and Chloe became a little popular: which meant she had others to hang out with. I just had another friend, which used to be the new kid: Let's call her Charlie the Uni-fox. (Cause she liked foxes and knew about Charlie the Unicorn :D) Frienemy asshat was also friends with her, but I didn't really spend much time with him anymore. I had been spending time with her at the time now because she was the only one that really was my friend.

And because of this, I hugged her to death naturally. Frenemy asshat noticed that I spent time with her and hugged her to death: Claiming that I liked her. "What the fuck? No." Is what I told him. Okay, okay, I didn't say that because we were in school, but along the lines of that is what I told him. I thought that was all I had to deal with from love for a while, becoming friends with two other kids that were from other classes: Let's call 'em Jojo and Kay.

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The next bit kinda has a little bit of unnerving themes so be careful-)

(This was around near the end of the year now, to give you a little more information.) I knew Jojo quite well, and I still know him now, but sadly he's moved
( I will see him in some years tho! Ha! >:3). Kay though, I didn't know that well. She randomly joined in some of me and Jojo's games and whatnot, but that was it. She then learned that I was on the same bus as her, and we got a little closer in friendship. One day she even came over to my house-

But just like with Dark sunset, that's where she decided to confess. I wanted to tell her no, but I said yes instead. This wasn't anymore 'we're dating, that's it', I noticed. How? She.. she was quite touchy with me, which was unnerving, but I went through it.

Around this time, I went to my grandmother's. Now, mind you, I wasn't the kid that normally went to my grandma's anymore. So, around during the night, Kay said 'hey', and out of nowhere: sent me a.. photo. To be honest I should have seen this coming, but at the moment I was frozen. I won't say anything much else: since I know you all probably know what happened next, even though being as uncomfortable as fuck at that... Some days later, we broke up, but I was certainly glad we did.

Now, nothing much happened with love after that with me that year: but of course, cupid was being an asshole again and decided to shoot another arrow next year...ᵐᵃᵗᶜʰ-ᵐᵃᵏᵉʳ, ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏ ᵃˡᵒᵒᵒⁿⁿⁿᵉᵉᵉ! >:(