This one is for Tori.. if she's still around..

Tori please don't kill yourself because of what I'm going to do. Please don't leave because I know you'll be able to live a great life without a liar like me.. who the hell lies about being kidnapped.. and tricks her own boy friend to believe that she had been.. I figured this out in my own. I figured out that you don't trust me.. just from all my lies I had told to ruin your trust.. I am so sorry.. everyday I cry myself to sleep because I know you had turned on me before everyone else started to.. I know I ruined your trust.. don't lie and say you do trust me.. I ruined your trust.. and I am soooo sorry for it.. I never should've lied.. like everyone knows now, I am just a bitch that wanted to have a more interesting life.. lying was t the way for that.. goodbye..

P.S.. I have this feeling. Just this feeling that you don't think I'm a real girl.. but in fact, please believe me when I say this.. I am a truly real girl.. and I'm sorry for everything I've done. I hated the moment that I told everyone I lied because I knew someone would betray me then.. and I'm so sorry for ruining your trust I know I've taken from you.. goodbye Tori.. please don't kill yourself...... I love you.........