So.. Natalie pit this in the last page of her journal.. I'll tell this and go back in time to tell others..
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Suicide Note.
I love you all. I won't cry while writing this. My emotions are gone. I don't feel sadness, regret, hatred, happiness, nothing. So.. just know that I love everyone. Wattpad and IRL. I am shattered. Honestly very shattered that almost everyone turned on me. I'll miss every single one of you. Sissy, Brisa, I think I will miss you the most. I will miss you the most next to Big Brother, and Mama. But those are only some of the people that I will miss so dearly. If I cared about you, I'll miss you. I'll watch over you. I'm so sorry Mama. Big brother. I'm sorry I had to go..
I am truly sorry for leaving you both.. I just.. I'm sorry.. my demons finally came and got me. They took over. Also, please see that I made mistakes.. that this is my most grave mistake.. I finally understand why Brisa doesn't want to be in my life. I was a whiny girl that listened to my dad to much that said lying would get me through life. I understand why she wouldn't want.. anything to do with me anymore.
But now. It's too late. I'm about to leave my life for somewhere better. I'm on the window sill ready to jump. I am about to jump to my death. I.. just remember I love you all. Mama I am also.. I'm so sorry to leave you like this. Goodbye everyone.

P.S. I would like my journal to be published to Wattpad. That is my final wish. My final wish is for people to see what was going on in that little head of mine..
also anyone I mention in an entry that is in Wattpad, I want tagged thank you..

Now this is truly goodbye. Goodbye...

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