Satyendra's POV:

She was something else tonight!!!
Someone else tonight!!!
She openly declared to go ahead and 'break' the barriers between us...
It actually came as a shocker to me who was trying to move away from her since what happened between us last night...

I was cursing myself for crossing my limits but seems like nothing stops the fuelled fire ignited!!! We both tried to suppress it but it only tries to come back rising with more intensity!!!

I didn't want her to regret this...so I warned her thinking she was high on hormones and I was honestly scared of loosing her due to this overwhelming flow of need and emotions between us. I didn't want to loose her. I could stay happily even if I have to see her from far away. S*x was a need to my body but nothing was beyond Shravani. I couldn't loose her.

She was precious. And if this meant a divorce or if it meant she going away from me I was happy to stay without laying a finger on her forever!!! She matters!!! Her body or my physical need was never my concern. I could happily live seeing her smile, listening to her talk to me. I had never expected I would be blessed with these but this marriage came as a blessing. Rest.... honestly wasn't important!!!
But now that she gave it a nod...I'm no saint to stop myself!!!

It was pouring outside. Lightening was striking occassionally and thundering was at its loudest and we were in this remote haystack stable. She was playing her fingers innocently on my bare chest lying next to me. I smiled at her actions and whispered...

'Not here...' I said softly pushing her wet hair strand behind her ears and she looked at me asking... 'Dont tell me we are going home now please' she looked annoyed and desperate.

I chuckled at her response while she slapped my chest. I got up and held her hand and while she raised one eyebrow asking 'Where?'

I smiled saying... 'My room' and I noticed how her throat swallowed a lump!!!
She interwined her fingers with mine and I took her along with me upstairs...

Her eyes twinkled the minute she saw the small and compact room I had upstairs in the same stable.

'Woahhhh this in a barn??? You have this bedroom in a barn that too here in Coonoor???' she looked surprised and I smiled.

'I used to stay here when I needed some peace of mind and lone time. This place always has network issues. So most of the times no one would disturb me. Muttha stays a few houses away if I would need anything I could reach him. But I was always hesitant to bother him. So few years back got this built. A small and compact room, some classic books, some good old hindi classics to play on my father's gramophone and fresh air from the estates. I liked staying longer here so just got a small open kitchen built which always has some basic items enough to survive.' I said while she still kept admiring the room and I added logs to the fireplace and told her...

'Ummm Shravani you can change if you want else you may catch cold... That's the washroom and check the cupboard you may find something to suit you...' I said as my eyes kept scanning through her wet clothes that were sticking to her body. She looked way too sexy right now and I was triggered but she was sensitive to rain and had sinus issues I didn't want her to fall ill. I made us a cup of hot coffee each and placed two mugs on the side table.

She nodded and walked towards my mini cupboard. She picked a pair of my t-shirt and track pants and went to the washroom. In the meantime I ignited fire at the fireplace. It was cold and I checked upon my pants too. I decided to change on to a fresh pair of trousers and was about to wear a tshirt when the door opened and my jaws were hitting the ground.

Shravani walked inside blabbering to herself. 'Sattu you are a beast these trousers are too big....I tried but I guess I will need a rope to tie them onto my waist. These are so big that I can drown in them' she was on and on but I was mesmerized. Words died in my mouth seeing the exotic beauty infront of me.

She stood infront of me in just my tshirt. Although it was a black colored v necked tshirt covering her up decently but she was drowning it. And falling off her shoulders and the length of the tshirt reaching her mid thighs giving me a teasing look of her long sexy legs.
She looked edible!!!

Her blabbering stopped the minute she saw me...she probably noticed my preying eyes on her and I saw her cheeks going pink. She threw the trousers on to my face and now I discarded the idea of wearing a t-shirt. She slowly walked towards me and my heartbeats were rising high and loud.

She picked a mug of coffee and sipped it and moaned causing my heart rate to increase manifolds.
'This is so warm' she said sitting on the bed and I still kept savouring her beauty. I still remember the night when for the first time ever I had devouring thoughts about her. The night I was high on her!

Flashback begins...

It was our annual college day and everyone was teasing me because Shravani was performing.

I didn't have the slightest of the hints but my female friends had kept telling me...
'Sattu she is fire man... she dances like a seductress...god bless your hormones...
'Ni maranam guarantee (your death is guaranteed in Tamil) and I had took them so lightly.

They always exaggerate!!! I was into organizing the crowd making sure no locals who aren't part of college enter. I had to make sure it was safe for our students and no mishaps happen. There was an incident earlier when some guys had come to the college day drunk and had tried to misbehave with girls. Selvam Anna was fire. He had thrashed them and had mercilessly given a few punches before handing them over to the cops.

Since then we were very particular about these events. We wanted to make sure it's always comfortable and safe.

The programme had begun and I didn't get a single second for myself. I was looking into all last minute arrangements and there was so much still pending. Shonali and Ritika had also come to attend our college day and I was shocked.

'Ritz Shonali how come here?' I asked them as Ritika hugged me and Shonali passed me a teasing smile. I was confused.

'Dont act soooo innocent Sattu...you very well know why are we here' she winked and I nodded saying 'Nooo I really don't...' and both Ritika and Shonali were whispering in each other's ears and both burst out laughing.

'What is it?' I asked and Ritika circled her arms around mine and said ...
'Well bro...my friend and your 'Ahhhemmmm' friend Shravani is performing tonight...' and I suddenly avoided meeting their eyes and looked elsewhere. I must have looked like a ripened big red tomato right now.

'Sattuuuu it's ok calm down that blush on your cheeks said it all...' Shonali teased and Ritika gave her a hi-five. And I shot a look to my sister. She had turned way too naughty now being in Shonali's company. I rolled my eyes and said...
'Im not blushing...and I don't care if she is dancing or whatever' and Ritika giggled more while Shonali said...
'3rd from now is Shravani's performance'

I kept looking at my arrangements checklist and pretended to have unheard it.

'She is looking beaaaaaaautiful...' Shonali said going near the door while Ritika kept laughing...

'I don't care Shonaliiiiii' I shouted still not looking at them and my back was still facing them.

I smiled when I realised they left but just then Shonali came near me and whispered in my ears saying...

'Shravani has worn a saree...and will perform wearing it...' and my eyes popped out hearing that.

My heart skipped a beat while Shonali pressed her lips and whispered again...
'Are you sure you want to miss the performance even now?' and I swallowed a lump.

She left from there while Ritika was still laughing loudly. And here I was not able to concentrate on what I was doing...I had tried to maintain my calm but every announcement and my ears would alert.

Finally when they announced her performance...all my friends and classmates were looking at me and trying to control their smiles. No one really had the guts to say anything after they had seen me thrashing Abhishek two months ago but their smiles and winks always did the job.

SatyaVani was trending without any hashtags or twitter back then!!! And she would simply avoid meeting me or facing me...and I would go speechless whenever I saw her so to avoid the embarassment I would simply ignore her.

'Next performance is by Shravani and Group... song name...Jiya Jale...dance form... Western fusion with Mohini attam...' the MC announced and I was numb!!! My friends and classmates looked at me curiously and although I tried a lot I couldn't stop myself...

One glimpse...one look...just once...
My heart spoke a little louder and I walked backstage and stood to get a side stage view and when the crowd moved seeing me there I froze...
There were people giggling and gossiping looking at a 'lost puppy' version of me...
But I was helpless!!!

She was looking breathtakingly stunning...I was speechless as I saw a white and golden studded Shravani dancing a solo mohiniyattam in a circle full of shimmery dressed up western dancers !!!

They were performing a fusion and music 🎶 played...

🎶🎶

Jiya jale, jaan jale
Jiya jale, jaan jale
Naino tale dhuaa chale, dhuaa chale 🎶

Punjirithanji konjikko
Munthiri muththoli chindhikko
Munjani varna chundhari vaavae
Thaanginnakkath thakadhimiyaadum thanganilaavae hoi🎶

Punjirithanji konjikko
Munthiri muththoli chindhikko
Munjani varna chundhari vaavae
Thaanginnakkath thakadhimiyaadum thanganilaavae🎶

🎶🎶

And she slowly started moving at the beautiful Hindi Malayalam verses and I was already a lost soul.

My eyes couldn't get enough of her. Every time her waist bent to pose a certain way my heart thumped louder. She looked so beautiful to me that I could sell myself a thousand times to get a glimpse of her. She was looking like a goddess who had descended from the heavens and I could worship her to the eternity and back...

Her eyes kept moving and every time she jumped a little my little heart as well jumped like a rabbit. In that pure white and golden attire she was definitely making me have impure thoughts. Her lips so plump when they spread a smile I was loosing my senses.

I just wanted to walk up to her hold her sensuously sinfully moving waist and  cup her beautiful moon like face so that her eyes only see me... capture her rose petal like lips in my mouth which were spreading that beautiful smile which were making me go crazy...

Yes I was going crazy!!!
I was mad about her!!!
She ...was driving me nuts!!!
And I was a goner!!!