Hey....

I know I haven't ranted in awhile, and that's a good thing, because I don't like to annoy you guys...

But something big in my life just came back...

My mom....

She finally came back...

I cried last night when I saw here...
And my body shook the whole time...

I-I just don't know what to say about everything I've done while she was gone..

I don't know how to tell her about why I cut, why I think I'm gay

(

I took this test because I was feeling gay
SCREW YOU TEST)

A-and I just....

My emotions are shit right now....

And I'm just hurting...

Please, I don't want your pity, I just needed to tell y'all the reason I'm not going to be on all day...

And why they're might not be art in awhile...

I'm just not feeling ANY motivation..

But I'm happy my mother is back, yes.
But I'm scared of what happens..

Because my step mom used to not even let me talk to her, and now she's letting me spend the whole day?!?

I MEAN W-WHY WAIT NOW?!?

*sigh*

I'll be offline for awhile...