I saw Mark's twitter post, saying he had to stay at the hospital overnight, and then I checked his Instagram and found this...

Long story short, I've been awake for 23 hours strait, because I couldn't sleep last night I was so worried about him. Four crying fits, one 1:00AM talk with Mom, four rounds of praying, and a "Feel better" animation later, here we are!

And it's not like a crush thing (although I won't deny having a huge crush on him) it's like having the one ball of light that kept you and your sister from killing yourselves, fading in and out. And you stay in constant fear of that light going out, and that one thing that saved both you and your sister's life being torn away from you forever.

So every 10 minutes I've been checking IG and twitter. He has to be okay, he just has to. He's the only light in my life anymore, and I just hope and pray it hasn't gone out.

Reading this back, this took a very depressing turn from what I wanted to write about. Sorry 'bout that! XD

Next real chapter soon, see ya!
~Lizard