Damn it!!!! I should have slept by now, but this crazy news have had me stay wide awake:
I have passed the HSK level 5!!!
This whole thing is so unreal. I can even recall every damn thing I said about what a big failure I am after sitting the exam one month ago. And now, I have passed it with a not-too-bad score.
After all, my opinion on the exam remains unchanged. This exam is bullshit and can prove nothing. Fuck it! Now I should be more concerned about my actual skills rather than this whole exam system.
But a big thank to my Chinese tutor, who has been so patient with my messy Chinese. And I would never have made it but for my generous students, who has (directly) paid for my education expenses. So thank you guys! You guys are amazing!!!