Author's Note
Please enjoy my new work and if you have time,please visit and also enjoy my other work; Once More,a NicoMaki story.
Since it's already Christmas,I shall give you a gift through a fanfiction and this is it,Enjoy~

Maki's Point of View

We have a nice weather today,because today's already Christmas.I also have to be nice to everyone in muse.Santa-san might come again this year.I need to get ready and ask the maids to clean the chimney in our house.

I am inside the clubroom waiting for the other's but Nico-chan was already here before me,working on her computer.As I looked outside,I noticed that snow starts to fall on to the ground,''So it's a white christmas.'' I didn't notice myself talking out loud as a grin peek in my lips.

"Maki-chan,You're grinning like forever there.'' I heared Nico-chan in a teasing voice as I looked at her,I felt my face flushed red.My senior was already in front of me when I turned around,her face is close.I can't stop myself from blushing.

I decided to turn away from her.''W-What are you t-talking about?'' I stuttered as I keep myself avoiding eye contact.

"You should look at your senior when you speak to them,you know.''

I furrowed my brow and looked at her.''That's not really important,is it?'' I said while moving closer beside me and looking at the snow falling.

"This is nice~We're really gonna have a white christmas~'' She said ignoring what I asked earlier.I sighed

When she's already done savoring the weather,I felt my already cold hand getting warmer when I noticed she grabbed it.''Let's go outside,Maki-chan!'' Leaving me speechless for a while,''Uehh??'' Nico-chan started to dash outside,holding my hand.

I panted as we reached the yard in our school.I saw that she's raising her other hand,catching the snow falling."Wow,Cute~'' she murmur as she took down her hand revealing a snow flake.She put her hand in front of me and show me how really cute it is.

"What about the others?'' I asked when I think about our friends who might be waiting for us.I looked at Nico-chan whose now smiling at me.''Don't worry about them!Let's enjoy this first!''

I sighed,giving up and trying to jump in the same boat.I need to be nice and avoid arguments with her or else Santa-san might not come in our house.

She didn't take my hand off of hers as we run in the snow,though it's kind of warm and nice.I felt myself blushing again.

It's been months since I noticed I fell in love with Nico-chan.I started to noticed when I am not with her,when homeroom start,when I'm already in our house,when weekends.First,I thought it was just some kind of...I don't know,It's like a magnetic power that I wanted to be near her.And then lately,I'm having thoughts of her,and thinks that she's cute.Just then I realized that I have fallen in love.I don't know if she feels the same as me or think of me just as much as I think about her.But if I were to decide,I want her to feel the same,I think that's the wish I wanted to come true before she goes to college.I don't want her to leave me,I want her to stay by my side but...that's impossible...I'm so selfish.

As I'm having this thoughts,I didn't noticed that my tears are already falling.Nico-chan is in front of me,looking at me with confused look.I suddenly wiped my face using my other hand.Blushing,I turned around.

"Maki-chan,Why are you crying?'' When Nico-chan said this,she drop my hand and went panicked.''Did I hold you're hand too strong that it hurts? I-I'm really sorry!'' She turned in front of me and bowed.As another tear drop fell on the snow,I saw her have this grimmed look.

"N-No,I just thought of s-something,y-you don't have to w-worry about me.'' I wiped my tears as they continue to fall.

"That's not okay!Are you hiding something from me?from us?" Nico-chan grabbed my shoulders with her both hands preventing me from escaping.

My tears won't stop when I think about how much I love Nico-chan.I love her that it already hurts.

"Nico-chan,I Lo----'' As I decided to confess,I didn't get the chance when she cutted my confession off.It made my tears fall really hard.

"The Maki that I knew don't cry easily otherwise she have this really serious problem,that she can't handle it by herself.I might be not as responsible senior as Nozomi or Eli,but please,share your problems to me,rely on me more...!!!'' Nico-chan looked at me with teary eye as she said this words.

"I...I don't want to see you crying...'' She continued,tears already falling for the both of us.''Y-You're the only one whose making me worry this much that I cried you know..!!!'' She wiped her tears as she look away but turn again to where I'm facing.

"N-Nico-chan...'' I became speechless,I don't know what to say after she left an awkward atmosphere.But got broke by hers.

"You're the only one...who made me feel that I love you so much..!!!'' She confessed,it made me blushed,not feeling embarassed but feeling really happy yet confused.

Is she playing around me? Or is she serious? Does that mean that we felt the same way? Did she realized that I'm in love with her? Does she really mean it?

Lots of question popped inside my head and left the atmosphere awkwardly silent.I can't build the words to say,if I'm going to be happy about it or pretend that I didn't heard it.As the surroundings continue,she broke it with a faint giggle.

"E-Even if you don't feel the same....I-I just want you to know that... I love you so much for the longest time...'' A tear fell on the snow as she loosen her grab on my shoulders,her hands fell on her sides.She looked at the ground,tears continue to fall.

I don't know what to do,my heart is beating so fast.I should be the one confessing right now.When I noticed that she was about to leave,I tightly grabbed her hand,I greeted my teeth.I loosen the grab to hold her cheeks,I straighten them to face me.

I kiss her,she took hold of my hand on her cheeks.It was really warm,to kiss her,hold her,but it was a lot nicer to be hold by her.

She hugged my neck,and lean forward,wanting more.

It took minutes before we broke the passionate kiss,gasping for air.Our forehead are touching each others.I smiled as she also smile.''You're also the one whom I gave my f-first kiss to.'' Panting,I find a chance to create a word.

We calm ourselves while holding each others hand,I hugged her.She's tearing up and I am also but we knew that we're both happy.This feeling that I'm having right now is beyond happiness.

I can't say that I'm crying because I am the only one who love Nico-chan but I'm crying because we love each other.

So this is how it feels to know that the one you love fwlt the same.It's like we understand each other,with just actions.Our feelings are connected.

This is the greatest thing I received this year's Christmas and it's from Nico-chan not from Santa-san.

We separated from the hugged when she looked at me with pleading eye.I know what does that mean,this time I felt embarassed but I change my mind.It's Christmas and I should be nice to everyone,especially to Nico-chan or else Santa-san won't come,hehe~

I lean on her for a kiss,as she also welcomed me with a passionately warm kiss.

When we broke and was about to kiss again,wanting more,I noticed that we're outside and inside the room,the club room where the other school idol friends are...they were watching us.It made me blushed harder and Nico-chan noticed them also.

We look away,embarassed but then the petite senior beside me spoke.''Maki-chan,You haven't tell me that you Love me.'' She pouted with a playful voice.

I decided to be a lot more daring for Nico-chan at times like this.and so I replied with a bright,delightful smile I could mustered.

"I,Love You.''

She blushed,but with a smile in the face.As we ignored the people who might be watching.'Cause this is just a little bit of time where we need to be selfish for each other.

"I Love You too,Maki-chan!!!''

This is the first time I felt so much happiness,much more than delight.Being selfish might be nice sometimes if it comes to the one you love.

The Feeling of Being with You is the Most Wonderful Thing I Received this Christmas.<3