Do not forget me,
Do not regret me,
Do not leave me,
I'll achieve me,
I will fix me,
I will get me,
I will stare me down,
In my eyes,
Whisper that it's all just a lie,
Like last time when I said "it's fine",
Well is it?
Is it fine?
Am I fine?
Does it matter?
I don't matter,
Tell me why this me is selfish,
Tell me why this me is scary,
Tell me why I want to hurt me,
Tell me what I did,
To make me hate me,
Something valid,
Something real,
We're all humans so-
"stop!"
Stop telling me I messed up,
I know!
Stop telling me you messed,
up I know!
So what?
What do you want?
What do I want?
Pity?
My self sympathy is empty,
But scolding?
Ow I've got plenty,
I'll push myself against a wall,
Clench my fists,
Yell till I'm blue,
If it wasn't rude,
I'd do the same to you,
"What are we doing!?"
Crying over this and that,
Crying over the unchangeable past,
Crying over normal things,
Crying over small mistakes,
Crying over every obstinate that comes our way,
And don't think that I don't understand,
With scars I'm covered,
With tears I've slept,
I've been empty of self respect,
I've looked death dead in the eye,
Felt numb and pain,
But why?
Human tell me,
What is it that we gain?
By hiding in the darkness forever,
Pretending that things will never get better?

Better
Better
Better
Better!

We don't need to be perfect for things to get better!
We don't need to be whole to be loved,
So stop with the suicide letter,
We don't need to punish ourselves,
When we mess up,
So sit down and breath,
Take a sip of your tea or coffee cup