Okay please read till the end))

So like the tittle said, I had the weirdest dream. This dream wasn't like no other, it's still bothering me right now, it felt so real. Too real. It creeped me out. I feel like it was a message telling something wasn't right.

Okay so it was about corl, corl was with his friends. His friends were girls and one guy. This one girl stood out to me, she looked worried, like something was gonna happen but she kept a smile on her face. I'm the story I was older, then suddenly I hear gun shots. Police came yelling "get on the ground!" So my mom and sister and I got on the ground really afraid.

Corl and his friends didn't get on the ground, so the police started going after them. Corl and his friends ran into a building, and the cops didn't find them.

Randomly I figure out what they did...well mostly what the girl stood out to me did. (Since it was a dream, it said they "bagged" something idk. Dreams sometimes make no sense.) 

The next day corl wasn't being active online. I got scared, the cops were after him and his friends. I went to work which was a dishwasher, I was washing dishes then suddenly corl and his friends(which were only the girls, and the girl that stood out seemed to like corl) went into the restaurant where customers couldn't come in, they started goofing around and I got very frustrated.

I realized my role model wasn't who I thought he was. He was a criminal that just hung around a bunch of girls. He put people in danger last night when the cops came. It made me feel so many things at once, it made me feel sad, mad, and frustrated...I went up to him and said "I was a fan." And he was shocked and then said "oh okay! Hey-'' then I cut him off yelling at him.

"You were my role model, I looked up to you! You guys are the most wanted criminals in the town, good thing I'm alone in this part of the restaurant. You are a fucking lair." And stuff like that. Then I start to cry, of course. ( there was something else, that made me mad but I can't remember! It's like someone doesn't want you to remember. I'll talk about this later)

He just stands there, and one of the girls (that stood out to me earlier) said they should go. Corl nodded, he was sad, and they left through the back door just leaving there. I couldn't bring myself to call the cops or anything. He was my role model after all.

The next day I was at a basket ball game and they were there too( idk how that makes sense.) and I was crying, a lot. Corl saw me and sat next to me.

"I'm sorry." He said.

I didn't say anything.

Coke nodded his head getting the message I didn't want to talk to him.

A few weeks or days later I haven't seen him. He uploaded a video, actually being his real self, he said his struggles.

It made me feel sad, knowing who he really was.

And more happened but I don't remember.

But when I woke up, I felt like something was telling me corl was in trouble...

Like he was going through a hard time

I also realized he was human too, he has his struggles, he has people he cares about...there is so much of his life we don't see. It annoys me so much I can't do anything to help.

Also when I woke up, I had this strange feelings I never had and it made me want to cry. I didn't know why.

You know when a character in a book says they have something telling them to do something.

That happened to me.

Eh, no one cares because no one really understands because it's so hard to explain.

Oh! And I felt like nothing was real. Life wasn't real, and when we dream we see the true universe. Like what if when you think you are awake you are actually dreaming? And that dream I had seemed more real than right now. It creeps me out.

That dreams messed me up. Made me actually think there HAS to be more than this hell we call life. There has to be...