I've realized

I've been falling in love with you without even knowing. I've been in love with you for so long.

I didn't know we would slowly leave each other, I was busy caught up in the moment.

but

when I was falling in love with you more and more
you were loving me less and less

you were doing the opposite of falling in love.

it stings.

I don't love you like I used to but there's always going to be that empty place in my heart that was for you.

It's okay if you're tired of me. It's okay if you don't want to listen or talk to me anymore. Just don't fake it.

It's okay. I'll be okay. Because I know you will.

I'm almost over you, because I found someone who made me feel accepted and warm and fuzzy inside.

I want to thank you, but scream at you at the same time.

I want to scream at you for all the pain and insanity you caused me.

I want to thank you for causing me to learn from this.