Really?

Why would I say

What's really on

my mind?

You learn

over the years

not to be

the "girl

who always

speaks her mind"

I'm not going

to say

what the matter

really is.

It goes wrong

every time.

And who's affected

the most?

For complying

with what was asked?

Me.

I'd rather

continue caring

about people,

and not having 

drama.

No drama

that messes

me up for

months and months.

Let's go back

to how

it was

before.