A strangled sob came out at the words she never expected to hear him say.

Sanskar- Don't cry.

He said harshly as he pulled her into his arms.

Swara didn't even bother struggling.

Swara- He didn't love me.😢

She whispered dully.

Swara- Why did he go out with me for 15 months if he didn't love me at all?

Sanskar- He was f*cking a*shole.

It was the most diplomatic answer Sanskar could think of.

The effects of her 1 can of beer were beginning to set in, tempting her to say words that would cause only pain to both of them.

Sahil had been good to her, too good, which was probably why the way he had so coldly dumped her hurt too much.

Sanskar- Did u love him?

"Did she loved Sahil?"

She felt Sanskar flinch when she pulled away from him, & she hated herself for it. Now was the time to make a clean break, & Swara knew it was the only chances she would have to save herself from what fate had in store for her all along.

Sanskar handsome face was taut as he waited for her answer.

Swara- Yes, I loved him. I love him.😢

Sanskar tried not to react even though the words were like a f*cking blow to his chest.

Swara swallowed.

Swara- But I don't love him the way he deserved to be loved.

The flare of surprise in Sanskar's eyes, was a lovely sight, but a faintest glimmer of hope that followed was even more beautiful.

Sanskar wanted to haul her into his arms when he realized what she was saying.

"Finally."

The word was all he could goddamn think of. He wanted to shout, wanted the whole f*cking world to know that he finally had the girl who had been born for him. But he didn't do any of those bcoz it just wasn't the right time yet.

Sanskar- Come here.

His voice was both a command & a caress,& Swara's body instinctively responded to it. Her tears slowly dried out, her body molding softly to his.

Sanskar tipped her face up once more,& this time it felt entirely natural to raise her lips as he lowered his head.😉💏🙈

The first touch of his lips was gentle, the very opposite of their first kiss. His lips moved softly against her, licking & nipping tenderly. His tongue slipped b/w her lips, exerting a pressure that Swara welcomed bcoz it took the decision entirely out of her hands.

Slowly, she let his tongue in,& Swara wanted to cry at just how beautiful his kiss felt. His lips felt & tasted even better than she could remember,& his passion as scorching & raw as it was when they had first kissed.

A hard arm curled around her waist, pulling her closer until every inch of their bodies touched. His other hand gripped her hair, pushing her head forward so his tongue could mover further into her mouth.& his hands were drifting her lower, caressing her back b4 curving around her buttocks.

Sanskar's kiss continued to mesmerize her. When he shifted her in his arms, leaning back against sides so she could lie on top of him, her eyelid fell shut. Mind already made hazy by alcohol, her heart made numb by pain, her body was completely free to take over,& Swara gladly surrendered to its urges.

She rubbed herself against his like a kiss, loving how blissful it feel to give in to the desire she had always tried to hide, to simply forget & lose herself in Sanskar's touch.

Sensing her surrender, Sanskar's arms tightened around her, locking her an embrace Swara couldn't get enough of. His kiss became aggressive & rough,& she loved it like that even more.

She didn't opened her eyes when she felt him lifting her in his arms.

Sanskar- Bedroom?😉🙈

His voice was rough with passion.

Swara- Second door.

She croaked out. The words were barely left her mouth b4 Sanskar's lips were on hers again, his tongue reclaiming what it had recently possessed.

Swara couldn't suppress the shiver that slithered through her body as she felt Sanskar lowering her onto her bed. Even though she couldn't help releasing a moan of protest when his lips left hers, his body lifting off from her as well.

When she opened her eyes, she saw Sanskar standing at the foot of the bed, breathing hard, his hair exquisitely mussed, his face flushed with desire. His eyes burned with naked need for her.

Sanskar- Are u sure about this, Swara?

His rock- hard d*ck strained in protest at the fact that he asked the question. His body told him not to give Swara a chance to walk away, not when his d*ck dying to center her. But he resisted the selfish urges. He wanted more from Swara,& for that he had to do everything right. Perfect even.

Swara didn't wanted to think,& she hated that he was forcing her to do so. All she wanted to do was to enjoy his touch. She tried pulling him back, but he resisted.

Swara- Do I have to ra*e u?

She muttered, completely annoyed.

What else did he want?

Her signature on a contract that deeded her virginity to him?

Sanskar- No, a contract won't be necessary.

It was only when Sanskar answered that she realized she had said the words out loud. Sanskar was grinning, but she was glad to see the thread of pain in it. That meant he was suffering, too.

He caressed her face with his knuckles again.

Sanskar- I need to know you are sure about this. About us. There's no turning back after this.

Swara- Yes.

She tucked him to her again, but still he resisted.

Swara- What now?

She all but demanded, her body writhing in desire for him, arching for his touch all over.

Sanskar gripped her chin.

Sanskar- Listen to me, Swara. I'm not like other men. If you decide to take me, it will be on my terms.

He meant he wanted to be her Sanskar. But both knew it was too early to say those words out loud. She shook her head, trying to clear her mind from the cobweb of passion & liquor.

Swara- W-what terms?

Sanskar- If I take u, you will be mine, completely mine. I'll never let u go after this.

She opened her mouth to speak, but he shook his head.

Sanskar- You'll have to do whatever I tell u to do when we're f*cking.

Swara scowled up at him. Why did he keep saying the word 'f*ck'? Couldn't he do it instead?

Sanskar nearly growled in frustration, finally realizing that Swara had past being tipsy & halfway to being completely drunk. He shook her hard.

Sanskar- Swara, listen-

Swara- I'm listening.

She snapped.

Swara- & you're saying so many things when all you should care about is getting me naked.🙈😉

Swara gasped right after the words left her mouth, shock & embarrassment sobering her up.

Sanskar flashed a wicked smile that had her toes curling & some other more sensitive parts of her body responding.

Sanskar- We'll get to that, baby. Soon. You should know by now how much I f*cking want you. If we're going to do this, I think I'll have to punish you for all the years that you made me burn alone, made me goddamn masturbate when it could have been your hands, your mouth on my d*ck.😉🙈

For a moment, all she could do was look at him, unable to believe how turned on she was at his dirt talks.

Sanskar used one finger to trace her lips,& she trembled at the touch. It was such a simple touch, but it was incredibly sensual & intimate, like a different kind of kiss.

The heated promise in his eyes was seductive, fanning the fire of passion in her body, making her ache b/w her legs. She never felt like this with Sahil. Only Sanskar had made her a slave to passion, to his burning desires.

Sanskar- Remember, baby, I need you to promise me that you will do everything I tell you when we f*ck. "Everything".

The import of his words crashed over her.

Swara whispered- Everything?

He gave her a curt, hard nod. Both of his hands went to her face, drifting over to curt around her neck & caress her shoulder.

Sanskar- What's it to be?

He grated out when she still didn't answered.

He sounded angry, but when Swara looked into his eyes, there wasn't any sign of anger.

What looked back at her was mostly desire, one so fierce it took her breath away. But something more important was there-the strength of a man who could & would take care of her & find pleasure in doing so.

Sanskar wasn't right for her. He'd always been wrong for her, would in fact be the worst choice she could ever make. Swara knew all those things, but right now none of them mattered.

Swara raised her eyes to stormy once & whispered the one word that would change her life permanently.

Swara- Yes.

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