How does it feels when someone cheats on you ? You feel hurt ! Don't you ?

It feels as if the pain and sadness will never end. But you move on ! You step toward new life and happiness. That's what he was also supposed to do.

After being cheated by the love of his life , Aiden Martin was supposed to move on. It was very easy. At least that's what he thought but ended up messing everything.

It was a five years old relationship and ofcousre his first love . He first saw her when he was eleven . She was just like others ! Beautiful and extrovert. They fell in love with eachother as soon as they became friends.

Aiden was afraid when he first proposed his love to her but more than happy when she accepted. They were supoosed to be together till the end of the world. But time had something else planned for him.

The day when Aiden needed her most , the day when his mother was on her deathbed , she cheated on him. She chose money in between him and the other.

He was stabbed in his back by the love of his life and his heart was shattered into pieces.

'You'll forget her soon . Everything will change. You'll be happy. She wasn't worth it.' That's what the others told him.

It was very easy to move on . At least that's what he thought. But ! Was it the truth ? Forgetting the love of his life ! Was it so simple ? Left alone with a broken heart and dreams ! Was it easy to be what he was before ?

At first it seemed simple but soon it turned out to be the exact opposite. After losing his beloved mother and his worthless love , he was dragged into real life hell. His nights became restless , filled with nightmares and screams.

Pain was all that he felt. It seemed like it was flowing in his bloodstreams. He did everything he could to forget her but nothing could help him.

He knew that he had to live that way.

Two years passed and alcohol and drugs were now his bestfriends. He loved to be in a place which had no glimpse of his past. That's why he decided to join the dark life.

Drugs , alcohol and fighting were his life now and he trusted them only.

Everything seemed to be going on smooth until he came face to face with his past , in a party.

She was just infront of his blue eyes. The girl whom he loved. After destroying his everything , she was there , all happy .

He was shocked , broken , deadpanned . He did not even know what was going on inside him . The memory of his past flashed infront of his eyes. Those broken promises , those lies, all stood infront of him in a short red dress. He wanted to kill her . Revenge her but he had no choice.

His heart was throbbing . It was aching again . Was it the betrayal or the love ?

He wanted to ask her the questions which never let him be alone but his mouth was unable to utter even a single word. He saw his life shattering again .

He didn't want this life. He never  planned for such life. He wanted to end it.

Crying all that night , he had lost all his courage and hopes to be happy again. His life was dark . It felt like clouds of sadness had covered the sun of his life.

Still , he walked into the hallways of his high school next day with a forced smile plastered on his face . That's when his eyes fell on her .

The new girl.

"She's just like others." He said to himself but couldn't took his eyes off her.

It seemed as if his eyes were jammed. They refused to look at anyone else.

The girl with dark brown eyes which matched the colour of her hair. She somehow gave him a ray of hope which he was unaware of, at that time .

Afraid of being betrayed again , he threw the thought of love into a dustbin and ignored her.

But was it so simple ?

No way !

His eyes had became a refugee. They searched for her everywhere and ignored her when she stood infront .

It was like they felt happiness when she was around.

"Clumsy - lumsy." That's what he named her because she loved to fall.

Falling all the time on the ground ! In front of everyone. That's what she did and then laughed at her ownself.

'She's different. You can trust her maybe.' His heart prayed to him.

'Don't let history repeat itself.' His brain ordered.

This game of searching and ignoring continued for days. Those days changed into weeks and weeks into months.

Five months passed and his brain was still winning the battle but there was a change. He discontinued using drugs and alcohol.

Why ? Because he wanted to watch her with all his conciousness.

He didn't even know what was going on inside his mind and heart . Yet , he was aware of the fact that love was knocking the door of his heart again.

But he was in no mood of opening those doors.