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SURPRISE UPDATE AT 1 AM (here, in Portugal :P)! \(>-<)/ I HOPE YOU ENJOY! \(>-<)/ XD Ah, and I was listening to this song when I was writing this chapter. *-* Listen to it too while you read this chapter, if you want. ^-^

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Taehyung POV

After a while, looking blankly to the floor and frowning concerned involuntary, as I was thinking about everything that Suga had told me, I heard someone walking towards ne in the hallway... I looked up and saw a small figure with his head lowered coming closer. It was Jimin...

"Jimin...?" I called his name weakly as he got closer to me, still wit his head lowered. "Hey, Jiminie... What's wrong...?" I asked him, already a little afraid of his possible answers.

And, before even responding to me, he hugged me tightly, shaking and sobbing at the same time, and I hugged him back.

"T-Tae..." His sobs started getting louder, even with him muffling them in my shoulder, and I could feel his cold tears touching on my shirt and my skin.

"Calm down, Jimin... I'm here..." I loosened the hug to wipe his tears that were forming in his eyes, with my thumb, and to kiss him gently and lovely on multiples places of his cheeks, still tasting the saltiness left on them by his tears.

"You can tell me what's wrong, Jimin..." I told him, trying to comfort him, but, for some reason, all my actions only made him cry even more.

"Why do you have to be so nice with me...? Why did I had to fall in love with you...? Why do I have to love you so much...? Why this...?" He hid his face again on my shoulder.

"Please, Jiminie... Just tell me what happened..." I told him weakly and he sniffed a couple times, before finally telling me what was wrong and burst in tears after.

"I broke my promise..." He whispered that and, even without really knowing why he was saying that, I felt like someone had just punched me in the stomach.

"W-what do you mean...?" I asked him and it took a while before him to start talking again.
"I can't stay... I need to change to another school..." He clenched his hands on my shirt.

"Sorry... I'm really sorry... Please... Forgive me... Please..." He said desperately and, before I could even realized, I had small tears already rolling down on my cheeks.

"B-But...." I tried to say something, but I started feeling a knot in my throat, as I was trying to hold my tears back but failing miserably.

I just hugged him tightly with all my forces, without any share of words between us two for a good time. I didn't want to let him go... I didn't want to watch him go... But I had too... I didn't have any other choice...

"I thought you hold be mine for forever... That you would stay by my side forever..." I finally decided to break that painful and depressing silence...

...But those words only created a worse atmosphere around us and made me feel my heart tightening even more in a deep sadness and pain...

"Why do you have to go...?" I asked in a whisper almost inaudibly, but I knew that he still managed to hear it.

"My parents won't assign it..." He answered. "Why...?" I asked him again, as I needed more answers desperately, just to try to think in a way to change the situation after. But then I saw him biting his lower lip and looking away...

Jimin POV

What should I say now...? It already hurt me a lot when my parents told me that they wouldn't assign the papers, and now I had to explain it to Tae and remember all the reasons that they had given me for their decision...

...I didn't want to say what my parents had told me... It was too painful for me... Everything that they had told me was too painful for me to repeat their words myself... But the worst was...

...That they were right...

- Flashback -

I was already really far away from Tae and digitizing my dad's number in my phone, bringing it after to my ear and waiting for him to answer it. And after some seconds, he picked up.

"Hi, dad!" I said cheerfully at first, but I lost my good mood right away when he only responded me coldly with a "What do you want?".

Yeah, I had forgotten... I was talking with one of my parents... What was I expecting...? It's always like this...

"Ah, it's just that I want you and mom to come here and assign some papers to cancel my transference." I tried to ignore the cold tone that my dad had just used with me and to keep my happiness.

"Can you please come here to the school tomorro-"

"We won't assign them." He interrupted me roughly and sharply. "W-what...?" I stuttered, still in shock with what he had just said. "W-why...?" I ask him.

"You know...? We got to know that you intentionally ruined Taehyung's reputation." What...? How do they know that... Did someone tell them...?

"Is it true that you did that, Jimin?" He asked me, even if he already knew that I had done that, only to test me. So I decided to just tell him the truth, because, if I had decided to lie to him, the situation would only get even worse after.

"Y-yeah, why...?" I asked him, shaking slightly, as I knew that the discussion wouldn't get any better and it was actually only starting.

"Are you kidding me?! You messed with my boss's son! Do you know what it's to arrive at your job and have your boss yelling at you, because your stupid son did something that he shouldn't have done?! I could have been fired, you know?!" He yelled at me full of rage.

"S-sorry..." I whispered and bit my lower lip, as I knew that he wasn't finished yet.

"We don't care about you at all and never did, so we let you change school. At least, like that we wouldn't have to pretend to be worried with you and we wouldn't have the work to take care of you!"

He kept yelling from the other side, kinda hurting me with those words, but not that much, as I already knew that he (and my mom) felt that way towards me and as I was now used to hear them saying that in my back or even right in front of me...

"But it seems that we still have to watch over you, because, as being useless wasn't enough, you still give us more troubles when you are away! Do you think we want to have to deal with a good-for-nothing son right now?!"

"B-but, please, dad... L-let me stay in this school... I w-will change... I won't do anything more to Tae... I p-promise..." I told him stuttering, already fearing his answer.

"Yeah, you won't do anything more, because you are going to leave that school." He said with his harsh voice. I knew he would say that...

"D-dad!" Was all I managed to say before him start to yell at me again. "You are going to move to your old school and that's it!" He repeated more angrily.

"No, dad! Please, assign the papers! Me and Tae are already okay! He isn't mad at me or anything! Please forgive me!" I shouted, almost begging him to change his mind and to let me stay in this school.

"Dad, I promise to make him get his reputation back! So, please! Please... Don't take him away from me..."

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...He just hung up and left me talking all alone...

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- End of the Flashback -

As he was already waiting my answer impatiently, I said that first thing that came to my mind... "It's just that my mom is really sick and, as my dad is really busy, I will take care of her for a while..." I lied...

"And also because they don't like me to stay in this school, as it is far away from my home and they started getting worried about me..." I lied again, as they didn't care about me one single bit...

"Oh..." He looked sad to the floor but then tried to force a weak smile. " But will you be back after, right...?"

"I don't know...But I will try..." I made a hopeless and false promise, that both of us knew that it wouldn't realize, but that we still naively tried to believe in it...

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I hate this! Why did this all had to happen?! Dammit! Why...? I hate this so much... I wished I could just do something to stop it... That was all I wanted...

...But...

...I think my parents were right... I really didn't deserve Tae... I took his first place away him, ruined his reputation and made him get all alone after, with no one by his side... Of course, I tried to stay by his side... But it wasn't the same thing...

And even after doing all that to him, he forgave me and still wanted me to be by his side...

...But I don't deserve any of his forgiveness... I don't deserve to be by his side... My happiness of finally having Tae in my arms made me selfishly forget that...

...So, I guess I can't stay by his side any longer... I deserve to suffer... I deserve to change school... I deserve to not have Tae by my side... I deserve to not have him in my arms... I deserve all this... And I'm ready to accept all that... So...

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...Well...

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...I guess...

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...This is it, isn't it...?

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...It's over.

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New chapter. \(*-*)/ I managed to update sooner. \(*-*)/ Are you happy? \(*-*)/ e.e I hope you are. e.e XD I least, I am. e.e XD

Well, I'm going to sleep now. :P (Or not e.e XD)

I hope you enjoyed. ^-^

Bye ~(*-*~),

- Danielar

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