Jimin POV

“You said to me to leave your life… And so I did… Now is your turn to leave mine…”

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When I looked behind myself, I couldn’t see Tae anymore… I had really left him all alone in the park, didn’t I…? I had really walked away from the person that I loved the most… From the person that I wanted to have by my side more than anything… Why..? Why was I doing this…? Why was all this happening…?

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...What is wrong with me…? Why am I acting all cold with Tae, even if I don’t really mean anything of what I do to hurt him or of what I keep saying to him…? Why can’t I just let him know my true feelings…? I want to let him know how I truly feel… But I don’t know anymore how to do that… My mind and my emotions are a mess… And now, it’s already too late anyway… In the same moment that I had turned my back to Tae and started walking away from him, I had definitively announced, marked and accepted the end to everything that I held dear until today and to specially to my story with Tae…

This was a goodbye… I wouldn't ever see him again… This was the last goodbye that I would give him…

And the worst is… How am I supposed to live without Tae next to me for now on…? I will miss him… And a lot… I already knew it… But I couldn't do anything now… Even if he ended up by forgiving me and by telling me to stay, I wouldn't do it, because I don’t deserve it… I don’t deserve anything from anyone anymore…

...And specially from Tae...

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And, without even realizing, I was already picking up the last things that I had left in my old dorm. The same dorm that had so many good (and even bad memories, but that looked small compared to the good ones) shared with Tae… To everywhere I looked I could see Tae in it…

...Before, that would send me such a relaxing and calm feeling, through that connection of the dorm with the special and happy moments that I had with Tae... But now I didn't care about it anymore... Everything would lose his meaning soon… Everything would be forgotten soon... Everything would end in some days anyway, as I would move to another school soon… So, I hadn't any other choice than to just ignore that feeling, to not hurt myself even more, with all those happy memories that I couldn't relive ever again for much I wanted...

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And as the days passed slowly and painfully, it finally arrived the day for me to leave that school… To leave everything behind me, but, at the same time, to bury with all that weight in my shoulders for forever… I still didn't know how I would be able to live like that, but I would find a way… Or I at least hoped…

I picked up everything and went outside, noticing that car that had came to get me was already waiting for me. But, before getting in it, I stopped walking and looked to the school and to the dorms...

“Tae… I don’t want you to forgive me… That would be too selfish... But I have one last thing to ask you…”

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“...Tae.. Forget me…Erase all the memories that you have with me… Throw away everything that has to do with me... That's all you need to do to be happy… So… Promise me... That you will forget me and be happy without me around… That's all that I want… That’s all I wish to you, to be happy… Then, please… As I can't be anymore happy, at least, be you… You deserve that, not like me… You are the only one here that should be happy… So… Be...” I said hopelessly, as knew that Tae or anyone else wasn't hearing me, and involuntary a tear rolled through my cheeks. And as I noticed that my driver was getting impatient, I wiped that tear quickly and went inside the car, but still with my gaze locked in the dorms, where I knew that Tae was…

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“Tae…”

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“...Goodbye…”

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“Goodbye for forever…”

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“...My never mine number one…”

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And the fanfic finally reached his end. \(*-*)/ I hope you enjoyed reading this story. ^-^ I, at least, had fun writing it. ^-^

Bye ~(*-*~)

- Danielar

Ok, ok, I’m kidding. XD That’s not what really happened. XD Before, I had decided to make this happen and to continued the idea after, but I changed my mind. :P XD But maybe I will do a alternative ending with this idea in future. :P I still didn't decide. :P

And now let’s see if what is going to happen next is like everyone asked for or it will be even worse than the previous idea that I had~ e.e XD

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“Just go away!”

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“R-really…? Do you really want me to do that…? You don’t need me in your life anymore, is that what you are saying...?” He asked with a pitiful look that I just tried to ignore, even if it was hurting me really badly...

“Yes! I don't need you! Just go away and leave me alone! I don't want to see you ever again!” I shout out at him angrily.

Why was this happening…? Why did I keep saying these things to him…? I didn't mean anything of this… All these words coming out from my mouth were all lies, that only kept hurting him and even myself… I wanted to stop all this and to just run to his arms, getting in comforting and calming embrace...  But I didn't know how to do that anymore… After what I had just said to him, I couldn't just do that...

“So, did you finally got the message?” I told him coldly. “If so, leave.”

No, don't let me do this... Do whatever you want to shut me up… Scold me, punch me, slap me, yell at me… Anything... But please, just don't go… Don't leave me...

“Is that what you really want…? Then…” He said and I closed my eyes right away, as I knew that it was now that he would start walking away and for me that was too painful to watch... But when I opened my eyes, I noticed that he was actually walking towards me and looking closely at me. And then he continued his previous unfinished sentence…

“...Then… Why are you crying, Jimin…?”

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“What? I was crying?” I stared shocked to the ground and brought my hands to my cheeks and to my eyes, feeling those small and pure tears, that had passed unnoticed to me before, rolling down slowly. “I was crying… I didn't had even noticed that…” I thought and even more tears rolled through my cheeks after.

“T-Tae…” I whispered and lifted my head to look at him, almost as I was begging for something… For something that I really needed and that was important to me...

“Don't worry, I won't go.” He said, as he knew my thoughts, and truly smiled at me.

“Tae…” I hugged him and started soaking his shirt with my tears, but he seemed to not care about it, as he never pushed me away and even tightened the hug more. “It’s okay… I hurted you a lot, but I won't do it again… I won't leave you alone again and I will always stay by your side…” He brought his hands carefully to my cheeks and lifted my head slowly, to make him look at him.

“Because I love you, Jimin… I always did… And I will repeat this how many times I need to make you believe me.”

“L-liar…” I said wiping my tears with the back of my hand and still sobbing. “But I will still believe you...” I said, making him win a idiot, but still beautiful, smile in his face. “...If you say it again…” I finished saying, turning to the side, embarrassed of what I was asking. And he chuckled, turning my face carefully towards him, to make me look in his eyes.

“Jimin… I love you.” He repeated again for me.

“Again… Say it again...” I told him with a smile growing in my face.

“I love you.” He said and I asked him to repeat it again. Again. And Again, until I was already satisfied (or we can say until how much my heart could handle with my feelings and with mainly my extreme happiness without having a heart attack).

“O-ok, I-I believe you now…” I told him, making him give me a huge smile. But then his smile turned to a smirk, when he said the next thing to me...

“Now it’s your turn to say if you love me or not~”

“B-but you already know the answer…” I stuttered nervously, as I was to nervous to say that.

“But I want to hear it…” He pouted, just to convince me to do it. And yes, he managed to convince me...

“I-I…” I started, while I was still trying to prepare myself to say those next “so meaningful for me” words…

...And then I finally got the courage to say them.

“...I-I love you too…” I said and received his cute rectangular smile right away.

“My little cute and stubborn idiot~” He chuckled and hugged me tight right away. I involuntary I hugged him back.

“Jimin, I love you so much…”

We stayed there hugging in the park, in silent, without caring with how late or cold it was, or even with anything else… All we needed to do was think in each other… That was all we had to do...

...And, without even realizing, I was already doing that and only thinking in Tae...

“I love you so much, Tae…”

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New chapter. \(*-*)/ Yeah, I did how everyone asked for. :P XD  And now... THEY ARE FINALLY GOING TO BE TOGETHER!!! >-< FINALLY!!! After 68 chapters, it’s finally going to happen. TTuTT I’m so happy. TTuTT Are you too? TTuTT I hope. TTuTT

Sorry for the late update. :P

I hope you enjoyed. ^-^

Bye ~(*-*~)

- Danielar