Jimin POV

"Get out of my life!"

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Those words kept echoing in my mind, torturing me and making some- Ok, many tears fall from my eyes and roll down through my cheeks.

No... I can't believe that this just happened... I actually told him that I love him... But he didn't care about it... He ignore it totally... He even said that he's been playing with me all this time... Is that true...? Did you really meant it, Tae...? I don't know... I don't even know anything anymore... "The only thing that I'm now sure about is that he started hating me..." I sighed.

And, as that wasn't enough, I still had one question troubling me...

"How did the teacher get the copy?! And who gave it to him...? Who knows...?" I wondered, as I muttered weakly. I got after surrounded by a sad silence, but not for much time, as I started feeling angry right away...

"And who cares?! It won't change anything by now anyway! It's hopeless! Useless! Taehyung will never forgive me!" I punched angrily the next wall to me, without caring with the pain that I started feeling in my hand.

"He even said that it's over! He even said to me to get out of his life... So, why should I keep fighting over him?! Why...?" And after, I lost my anger and started feeling (again) sad and broken inside instead... I leaned slowly in the wall, sliding down and falling in the cold floor, all alone in that hallway.

"I screwed up everything, didn't I...? I... By now..."

"...Already lost him..."

Taehyung POV

Dammit... Dammit! What just happened?! I never got so angry before! It's just... I can't believe that he actually gave the last copy to the teacher! Because of that I even had to have a "serious conversation" with him and now everyone hates me, making me completely lose my first place... But the worst for me, and for some unknown and strange reason, was that I feeling so betrayed now...

Why did he had to do that...? Just to win this stupid game?! Did he wanted to win that badly..?

...No... Something doesn't feel right... Would Jimin really do that just to win against me...? Was really him who gave it...? Do I really think that he would do...? He even looked so shocked when he saw the copy with the teacher and said that wasn't him who gave it too... But who else could have done that?! I had to be him! Only him had the copies! Yeah... That or he've been lying to me all this time and have giving them to someone else... Dammit... I don't know in what I should believe now anymore... But I knew... Deep inside... I wanted to believe in Jimin... However, I didn't know if I could still do that...

Anyway... Jimin even confessed to me! I always wanted that to happen! I've been waiting that for so long! And I would be so happy now that he finally said it... If I wasn't so angry and upset with him... Fuck... Why did he had to say it now...? And why did I to be a totally jerk and to reject him?! I know that I love him back... Even him knows... But, that time, everything that he said felt like only lies to me, because of how angry and how broken I was feeling...

...And to not talk about the last words that I said before leaving... Why?! Why did I had to say that?! Even if I was feeling betrayed, I didn't had the right to break Jimin's feelings in pieces... And to break him even more than I actually got because of all this... I still can't forget the expression that he made... I felt so bad... But I still had the coldness and selfishness to leaving him all alone after... So, that's how cold hearted I can be, uh...?

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I need to see Jimin... I need to know if he's okay... I want to talk with him... I want to say sorry to him... But I can't... For that I need to believe him and in everything that he said... And I'm just too afraid to do that... I know that I will only get hurt in the end eventually... I don't want to get hurt... However, I guess that I already am... And really badly...

I walked back to my classroom and entered there, ignoring everyone's death stares. And I realized that Jimin wasn't there... I sighed and just sat in my place. I looked to outside, pretending to not care about anything and to not have anything troubling me in mind. I need to take my mind out of everything... But, deep inside, I knew that I was actually waiting and only fully thinking about Jimin...

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The class ended... And Jimin didn't showed up... Where could he be now...? Didn't he returned because of me...? Dammit... I need to see and to talk him... And now!

I started searching for him in every corner of the school, until I spotted Hoseok walking in slow pace and with his head lowered. Did something happened to him...? I wonder...

"Hey, Hoseok, did you saw Jimin?" I walked next to him and he frowned a little, but still visible enough for me to see, after my question. He knew something that I didn't know and that he didn't want to tell me...

"I don't know..." He lied and started making his way away from me. But before he could run from me, I grabbed his wrist.

"Where's Jimin?! I know that you are hiding something from me! Tell me!"

"Shut up!" He yelled angry, grabbing my jacket's collar and pinning me against the wall. But after a while he started losing the grip and shaking.

"Shut up... This! This..."

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"...Is all your fault..."

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New chapter. \(*-*)/ Yeah, this chapter sucks... -.-' Sorry. TT-TT To compensate for it, I'm going to update tomorrow, instead of Friday. TT-TT At least, more interesting things are going to happen in the next chapter, so just wait for a while. e.e

I hope you enjoyed. ^-^

Bye ~(*-*~)

- Danielar