Tic toc tic toc

The sound of the clock's ticking slowly.

Drip drop drip drop

The sound of the rain continues endlessly.

A pair of violet eyes looks through the window, staring at the greyish rainy sky.
Then, she closes her eyes, as the film tape of memories is playing once again.

Memories of tears, pain, and despair.

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She opens her violet eyes.

There's a married couple, standing in front of a house.

Yet why are they so angry?

Why is the mother leaving?

She then looks at the baby in the mothers arms.

Well, things had already happened...

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

In front of her, is a little girl. Blood scattered all over her dress, and she is crying.

She then sees an ambulance come, taking a married couple with a young boy away.

Hm..? The mother seems familiar...

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens het violet eyes.

She sees a long-hair girl who's covered in wounds and bandages, walks home as her dull violet eyes looking to the ground.

She watches as the girl get into the house.

Then, she hears crashing noises, as the curtains are being closed. Yellings are easy to be heard, and she can hear screaming from the house.

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

She sees that girl, the same girl who has such beautiful violet eyes.

But those eyes aren't dull.

Those eyes now have a burning hatred and distrust.

She looks at the girl while she's hissing at other students.

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

She sees the same girl from yesterday.

Yet she looks a bit...different?

The bandages are still covering her wounds, her violet eyes are still dull and full of rage, yet it softened.

She then sees a white-hair girl run up to her, smiling. The girl seems sweet, even though she wonder why the girl covers one of her gorgeous green eyes. The two girls talks for a bit, then walk to school together.

She looks at the violet-eye girl. The girl seems to be happy, even though no expression were shown.

Ah, she forgot to look for their names. Well, guess she'll see them another time.

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

Now, not only does she see the two girls, she also see that one boy who has such beautiful, apathetic yellow pair of eyes.

Yet... It looks so painful.

She stared at their name on the clothes. White hair girl is Leina Aoi, the boy is Akato Akiru, while the girl with violet eyes is Akane Higarashi.

Such beautiful names, yet why do they look like they are hurted?

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

She sees the girl in bandages again. Yet why is there a bloody knife next to her? Why are her hands covered in blood? Why is she looking so scared yet also so satisfied?

She turns around, to see a married couple. The husband was being stabbed in the head, there are broken glasses around where he lied. There's the smell of beers around him too.

She also sees a woman with a stab in the chest, along with a heated whip in her hand. Strangely enough, there are also burn marks on that Akane Higarashi girl that seems to fit with it.

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

She sees the Akane girl and the Leina girl.

Yet why does Leina bleeding from the heart?

Why won't she open her gorgeous green eye?

Why is Akane screaming?

Why does she sound so...

Painful?

Sorrowful?

Regretful?

She frowns as somethings appeared in her minds. She shooed it away.

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

She then sees herself in an apartment.

She also sees the Akane girl and the Akato boy, with a lot of people around. Two brown hair people, a white hair boy, a black hair boy with a purplette.

The girl seems to be very happy, chatting and teasing the others.

She has never seen the girl like this.

She then closes her eyes.

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She opens her violet eyes.

She sees herself in a living room.

And the Akane girl who is staring at the television.

She looks at the television, as there's a news coming up.

"32 students dies in a flight..."

The more it goes, the paler the Akane girl's face being.

As the informant starting to read the dead students' name, she sees the girl crouched down, face blanks...

Yet the tears keep coming out like streams.

She bit her lips, then closes her eyes.

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'You do know that they have died, right?'

"..."

'They are now skeletons. Skeletons that can't speak, can't smile, can't talk. You know it, right?'

She cried.

Of course she knew.

They're no longer here.

They're no longer here with her.

'And who's fault is that?'

Of course it's god damn Jesus' fault! If only he cares more, he'll help her, save her friends, save them from all of the danger, not just being a fucking corpse now!

....
Is it...?

Maybe....

They died because of her.

The violet eyes letting more tears out.

If it wasn't for her, Leina wouldn't have died.

If she stopped them from going to the school trips, the others would have survived.

Yet she didn't do that.

She chuckles, hands covering her face as tear keeps coming out of her eyes sockets.

She failed to protect them.

She failed to protect every single one of them.

"Such a disgusting, good-for-nothing i am..."

Her painful violets eyes are now closed.

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She opens her violet eyes.

There're sunlight dancing on her face.

She stands up, changing into her normal clothes.

She is now ready.

Akane Higarashi is now ready. Ready for another day.

Another day with solitude.

(P/s: this is for V2, not a canon backstory for my child.)

(Another p/s: This backstory is no longer canon. But i'll keep it, because i still think it's one of my masterpiece. I know, my writing sucks. But i don't care :P)

Word count: 1k

Last updated: 08/20/2021