if you don't follow me on twitter, consider yourself lucky. i talk about this particular person a lot, and literally he just makes my day every time i talk to him. 

so there's this boy, i won't say his name, but we've been friends for a year or so. i met him last year in my junior year of high school. i remember transferring to this new school and meeting him within the first couple days. he's really cute. like really really, cute. all the girls in my school know who he is, and practically swoon over him. 

but not only is he super cute, he also has a super sweet heart. that's why he's so well-known because, the guy is super uber nice to people-- i guess also he's on varsity team for any sport he participates in, and just recently played the prince in our school's rendition of 'cinderella'. 

we got really close last year, we hung out with the same people, ate at the same place during lunch, we were in choir the first trimester. i still remember, my very first choir concert at my new school, i had forgotten my black folder with my music, so i was on the phone with my sister, and i passed by the guy, and he was helping fix this boy's bowtie, and as i passed by him, he told me, 'oh, you look beautiful, kathy' 

at that moment, my heart literally dropped. never in my entire life has a guy called me beautiful. never, ever, and i think that night was what started this little infatuation/crush for him. during the choir concert, i sat by him, and he held my hand and kept telling me how beautiful i was that night, and i honestly, a guy never ever spoke to me like that.

thus our friendship grew after that, which led me to ask him to our school's formal! it was a beautiful evening and his sister told me to this day, the 'ask/proposal' sign i made for him, he hung it on his wall. i've heard (i don't know if it's true) that i was the first girl to ask him, since he's always been the one asking girls, i was the very first girl to ask him to a dance. again, he kept saying how beautiful i looked, and at the end of the evening, he kissed my hand like a prINCE. 

also i failed to mention that we go to the same church, our families know each other, i'm super close friends with his sister, his dad and my dad both run the boys' scout in our church together, and his mom is an absolute sweetheart and my mom would just wave to him during church like seriously i'm just, what is this.

i don't know, my feelings for him have been on-and-off lately. sometimes, i think i like him because he's so nice to me, but i realize idk i like him more than that. he always gives me hugs, when people make fun of my height, he defends me by saying my height is fine, and we just support each other. i went to the musical or the play last weekend, and he was so happy that i came, and he gave me the sweetest hug, then i went over to his house on wednesday bc his sis invited me and my sis for a movie night, and i noticed his haircut, and he was like you noticed the haircut?  

i doubt he feels the same way. my friend tells me he does, but i really don't know because he's probably treating me like any other girl he talks to. nothing special. :-) also, he loves zelda, and we've been trying to set up a day to play zelda together but a ahhh gosh, it's been rough. 

eh. well. that's all. :)))))))