A/n: I just finished season 2. I'm not okay, guys.
F/ms/f= favorite milkshake flavor
Prompt: "Heh.. um. you're awfully c-close.. oh, uh, are we gonna kiss now?"
Requested:
SirenHoney
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Oscar Diaz. Your best friend. Someone you are hopelessly in love with, of course, you would never admit that to anyone. Especially him.

At first, you'd hardly admitted it to yourself. You knew you were in love with him, but you didn't want to believe it. You didn't want to believe you were in love with him. You refused to believe it.

Eventually, you came to accept it. You still kept it to yourself, of course. No one else knew, and you liked it that way. You were content with how things with Oscar were.

Of course, there was always a tiny part of yourself that craved more. That wanted more. That needed more.

But you knew things wouldn't change. Oscar didn't see you the same way you saw him, you knew that. You accepted it. Even if it hurt, and it did. It hurt like hell knowing the one person your heart and soul ached for, the one person your heart and soul needed was your best friend. It hurt knowing you would only hold the title of best friend, but for him you accepted it.

You sighed, handing Oscar a wrench when he stuck his hand out from under the car. Your knees were pulled up to your chest, your chin rested on top of them. Your back was pressed to the tire of his car, and your left had was flat on the concrete next to you.

Your right hand was fanning your face as the burning Californian sun burned down on your face, legs, and arms.

The two of you sat in silence, until he pushed himself out from under his car.

"Hungry?" He asked, wiping the oil off of his hands. He stuck out his hand to help you up when he was finished.

"Yeah, always." You responded, slipping your small hand into his larger ones. He pulled you up, quicker than you were expecting, causing you to stumble into his chest. "Sorry!"

He nodded in response and the two of you started your walk to the diner, as his car wasn't fixed yet.

Wordlessly, the two of walked to the diner nearby. You didn't mind the silence between the two of you. In fact, you quite enjoyed the silence. Just being with him was enough for you.

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You took a sip of your f/ms/f as you watched the man in front of you.

"What?" He asked, looking up from his burger.
You smiled nervously, before tearing your eyes away from his gaze and shoving a few fries into your mouth.

"Huh?' Oh, nothin'." He stared at you in silence for a moment with skepticism in his eyes before shrugging and continuing to eat his lunch.

After the two of you finished eating you started to walk to your apartment.

You walked in silence, thankfully avoiding any of Oscar's rival gang. You shut the apartment door behind you, making sure to lock it, and dropped the keys on the table next to the door.

You walked over and flopped yourself on the couch, kicking your feet up you lay your legs on top of his.

"Oh, you're gonna get it!" He smirked and quickly moved to hover over you.

"Oscar, please. Oscar, no! Oscar, shit, no." You quickly threw up your hands in joking surrender. He shook his head and dug his hands into your sides, causing you to let out a shriek of laughter.

He continued his torture for a few short minutes, which felt like forever to you. Finally, he pulled his hands away as you tried to catch your breath.

Your chest heaved up and down as you finally caught your breath. Oscar never moved from his position. He slowly started to lean down, causing your breath to quicken and your heart to speed up.

"Osc? What are you doing?" He didn't respond to your question, but he did glance up to your eyes.

"Heh.. um.. you're awfully c-close. Oh, uh, are we gonna kiss now?"

His lips were pressed against yours and his hands moved to each side of your head.

His lips were apart from yours almost immediately, causing you to miss the feeling as soon as it was gone. He looked into your eyes as if asking it was okay.

"Osc, it's okay." He nodded and pressed his lips against yours again. Your hands moved to wrap around his back. You smiled into the kiss and pulled him closer.

You didn't expect it to happen like this. Hell, you didn't expect it to happen at all, but you were glad it did. You wouldn't have it any other way