Regretfully, the self-torture will not stop until the following days. Frantically rummaging through documents from the past, frequenting the headquarters. Just for a little more information Luna won't give up any tricks. The bright light fades away from the small moon, eating and drinking and barely getting enough sleep, she always looks busy. "You're so much different" said Ginny as she read more material on the gimbook "I'm fine, don't worry" after taking her eyes off the page and replying to her best friend, Luna suddenly realized that Ginny had lost a lot of weight."Ginny, are you okay, your eyes are puffy!" Startled, she stood up and approached. Receiving a worried look, the orange-haired Ginny shyly turned her face away."I'm fine, it's almost Christmas... Have you visited Jimin in the past few days?""I went in as soon as he was hospitalized." Ginny intentionally changed the subject, but Luna didn't give up."Tell me what to do." Luna sat down on the edge of Ginny's bed. But she still decided not to speak, which caused Hermione to vexedly glance at the man who was bowing his handsome face."Ginny argued with Dean again, how many times, are you, two lovers, after all!" sarcastic Hermione"Wait, Ginny has a lover later, oh wait, with Dean" Luna rolled her eyes at Hermione"Are you our best friend?" Ginny sneered at Luna"Wait, Dean Thomas! Wow, I thought you liked Harry""If Harry wasn't infatuated with Cho, he would." Hermione glanced again"Love doesn't come easy like you, Luna" Ginny started - "You have a lot of choices" Hermione added."No, I have no right, I don't know, do you think I'm greedy, to both of them" Luna didn't know how to explain."No in that sense, they're smart, so maybe there's a reason when they chose you," Ginny replied, "I didn't understand it before, but when I've been through it, I think you're tired.""People around me say I'm bad, but I don't care. For me it's not just love but respect.""If only I could be as strong as you two" Hermione looked at her"For me, you two are the strongest, it's just that you two don't know how we feel. I have no right to advise you because I can't even choose myself." Luna looked at her two friends. regret. Because she's so busy that she neglects her friends, Ginny grieves with a love she doesn't notice, Hermione is lost she doesn't care, ask if she's so bad.

     Because of something, Luna is no longer like an ivy about to bloom, where is her strong vitality, depressed when she realizes that the most awaited holiday season of the year is coming, wants to go shopping with Soo and Liam, wants to treat herself She loves hot Chocolate and wants to have fun with everyone.... But that's too much of a luxury for her now, it's only 3 weeks away from Christmas, and Luna is still stuck with these soap bubbles.

"You and Jimin are both very worn out," said Hermione again - "And you should visit him, he's his closest friend anyway."

   Hermione's words touched her heart. 2 friends always pay attention to her, but in her mind is like a cloud. Where is the happy moon leaving this grumpy, easily angered girl here alone? From the time Jimin was hospitalized until now, she has not asked him once in a kind way other than heartless reproaches. She regretted putting the blame on Jimin, at that time because she was so angry that she said bad words and then she forgot and buried her head in the documents. Until now, she still hasn't stepped back to apologize to him.

     Hesitating for a long time, she decided to meet Soo and Liam at the old place where the 3 used to go."I heard from Soo," Liam began."What happened between you and Jin?" she asked"Because of the competition points to compete for the male leader, there were a few times when they faced each other in the duel ring. A spell that missed the wand left Jin slightly injured." Liam tellsShe was startled, Jin was injured, but she didn't know it, it was to blame."But it's a simple spell, Jin was distracted during the fight, he didn't do anything too much. They spread false rumors to influence him" Liam was a bit bewildered."I believe you, a fair fight, it's okay" Luna comforted"I hate having to deal with him, Professor Snape recommends and I can't refuse. I just want to finish the poll quickly, whoever it is" Liam is a snake but he is not interested in this voting contest, I hate it, even more, when it's against my sister's friend."The lions make it sound like Liam is cheating, then look at the 6 of them protecting Jin, naughty" Soo disgruntled"They're brothers, they're on each other's side, just like us." Luna smiled."You should go apologies for misbehaving that night with Jimin, as for me and Jin, you don't care" Liam always knows what his sister needs.----------     Before dawn, she strode hesitantly as she approached the infirmary with a box of Chocolate Dreams in her hand. It was still very early, so the infirmary had no one but him, she was grateful for that.      The boy sat there, leaning his head on the edge of the bed and looking out the window. His appearance not just waking up, but never going to sleep made him even more exhausted and tired. Realizing that someone is there, Jimin absent-mindedly turned around to look"Are you feeling better?" asked Luna, not daring to look at him"I'm fine. Thanks for taking some of your precious time to visit me" Jimin replied nonchalantly"I, I didn't mean it" - "I came to apologize to you for that night because I was too angry to blame you""I don't mind, if you're done, please come back.""I... then you should rest" realizing that she shouldn't be here, Luna didn't know what else to say"You know, I was expecting you to come for me" Jimin looked at her and said - "And then realized you came just because you felt sorry for your words, you don't have my Jimin in your heart""I came here because I was worried" she didn't know what to say"What's in me?" Jimin's words are bitter and painful - "The one who caused me trouble""No, that's not what I meant. I was angry that day, I was wrong. Jimin-ah, don't mind it, okay?" Luna moved closer to Jimin's bed as if to make sure he heard her."I really wanted you to stay. I felt guilty when you changed. But when you turned to leave, I knew I couldn't hold you back anymore." Jimin looked at her regretfully.

    Taking a deep breath, realizing that it would not be possible to get to the end of both of them kept tormenting themselves.

"I thought that the door of your return was about to open, but because of my one-minute delay, it went off. I regret it." "So don't forgive me, just hope you don't hate yourself"     Warmth spread to her cold, bruised hand. Jimin's hand was always warm, she remembered that."It was never your fault. Don't beat yourself up about it, neither of us is to blame for our presence here" Jimin seemed to understand what Luna was trying to say."Following for 2 years, I'm really tired...""It doesn't matter if we stay here for another year or two, we realize we've liked this place ever since.""No, I'm afraid that by then I won't be strong enough to let go." Luna was afraid to pull her hand away.       But that hand, because she once lost her, held it even tighter, just afraid that this time if she let go, she would lose her forever."Knowing that there won't be a happy ending, please cherish what you have now" – "Please don't use it as an excuse to hurt your heart" Jimin gently approached her. After many days of seeing him again, Luna clearly noticed the fatigue in him, how thin and soft his cheeks were gone. She just sat there looking at his face, trying to carve it into her heart. Wishing that when he returned, that place would bring him a smile that she couldn't make... Regretfully looking into his eyes, she was sad..."I'm afraid it will end" - "If I'm afraid of it, I won't be able to start""We'll find it together, let us help you" Jimin started"Currently all are clueless" Luna was disappointed thinking about that night"It'll be fine, I believe where the moon still shines, there's still hope." Jimin smiled at her, the bright smile he usually gave the little moon. 

      Give it a quick hug and say goodbye. She couldn't promise she'd be able to go back to the way she was, but she told herself not to hurt them again.

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   "Then what is grief if love isn't forever..." Luna wondered as she looked into Jimin's eyes.....
   "So what's the point of holding on when you can't even hold on to yourself....." Jimin sighed quietly as he looked out the window at the gray sky....

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        We cannot return to our youth or memories. Time will pass and everything will pass. That's probably why youth and memories are always beautiful, it shines brightly for just a moment...But you can't go back to that moment.