He Is A Dictator

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Rajveer
You see her groveling at the headquarters about a new accomodation.... And you smile sadistically as you have just issued only one available to a new recruit..... She found it out the very minute and started howling....but poor thing could do nothing more and your mission was accomplished....
She approached your desk almost like a strom......
"Sir.. May i ask why is accomodation meant for a captain rank soldier provided to a new recruit... Even as i have applied earlier..." you expected something like this to happen any moment...

"Captn. Singh.... Army has already issued you a place to live in.... "
You notice that she is astonished at sudden change of game.. .. "
" Sir... I have exceeded in both seniority and rank.. And yet may i know why army has preferred to grant the accomodation to a new recruit...you know how desperately i wanted that place..."
"captn. Singh... You have been granted an accomodation on very basis of your seniority.... Rank and marital status.... And now it would be unfair to make a poor new fellow homeless.... Just because you and your husband don't get along...." you reply smugly... Not even facing her as you know her stares would be enough to kill you....

" you.... You are doing all this on purpose aren't you..... This is unfair..... "
She mutters as you advance towards her.... Your pace achingly slow... Almost in synch with her chest heaving... Slowly and her heart rate increasing as you take every single step..... She takes steps back and collides to the wall and you nice a bit closer.... Just close enough to listen to beating of her pounding heart.... And feel her breath fanning your face.....
You slowly.... Slide your hand on her back curve and an unvoulantary shiver runs down her spine and yours..... Damn..... Her flushed cheeks are making you lose control.... She tries to stay firm.... Looking at you.... And as your gaze darkens... She lowers her eyes..... Now that is like a good girl.....
" you are in a wrong profession.... If you expect things to be fair.... Nothing is remotely fair in a war.... My dear wife...." you hover her around while uttering each and every word huskily.....your lips almost touching her ear....
"huh...." she looks at you in surprise.... Looking utterly desirable.... Her lips move every now and then.... And she mutters something.... Barely audible....as you tighten your grip around her waist...
"why are you doing this...?"
She forms the sentence helplessly.... And though you are very proud of yourself this very moment.... Your heart aches as you see her eyes welled up....
Those big brown eyes..... With tears in them could make you weak any given time....
" i tried to sort it all out peacefully... But your stubbornness..... Doesn't allow it to happen..... So for now.... Keep one thing in mind.... You are staying with me.... Get that.... Cadet naina... Ah singh..." you whisper.... Stoking her cheeks which are crimson and slightly wet as teardrops escape from her eyes... You wipe it off.... Wondering....how easily the facade of strong and independent girl that she maintains in front of everyone.... Blows off by your mere presence....
This is who she really is.... Fragile and sensitive.....
"don't you dare think that i will back off and agree to stay with you...... I won't fall unto your whims... Like i did last time...."
You smile sarcastically.... At the references she was using....
"if i had time.... Captn. Singh...we would have discussed about each and every whim of mine that you have fallen to....but this is our workplace... And we don't waste time discussing about our personal trivialities in here...... So i would advise you to get back to your work"
Your voice retained its coldness....and she was left with no option but to back off....
Technically what you were doing was wrong.... You know that....but it's all for her own good.... She is headed for a fall.... You know that.... Headquarters are slumped with complaints regarding her methods of work.... Her conduct... And they would soon get her out of their way... If she continues to work unsupervised.....
You are proud of her... Her guts to put her ass in trouble for country's safety.... But she is naive... And still doesn't understand that her promotion.... Her transfer... Every single thing was a scheming.... To trap her in a mess.... She was being framed..... She was appointed on a mission to arrest militants in highly sensitive areas of jammu and vicinity and all this had a great political maneuvering.... And her commanding officer would have exploited her skills and got his work done without getting his hands dirty.... And once their purpose would have been served.... They would have framed her... Just as they framed naveen.... And as army already has prejudice against her.. Despite of the fact that all the charges on her dear brother and your dear friend have been cleared...... She would have suffered....
And you had requested this transfer..... Only in an anticipation of an upcoming disaster.... In order to save her.... And also there are countless other reasons... Behind your actions..... Maintaining her professional integrity is  logical one of them...
There is another illogical reason of course.... That doesn't let you distance her from yourself....

Naina
... You feel trapped completely... And you reminisced the day you felt about the same.... A few years back...
Major bhargav allegedly claimed you to be involved in an affair with your teacher.... Which was a disgusting scheme....
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You were shattered completely as you witnessed all your friends distancing you from themselves.... Not wanting to get in a trouble....
What hurt you even more was his sudden declaration that he was already engaged....
True that you were not having an affair with him.... But there was something implied and exchanged between you two during that mentorship program.... You had believed that you mean a lot to him... Moreover he had himself let you believe that you were not just his student.... But so much more...
Those cozy talks in his room.... Him fighting for you.....trying to get to know you better.... Getting protective of you.... And getting awkward of getting spotted gawking at you with desire in his eyes.... That made your heart melt.....
So all that meant nothing... He lied about not having a girlfriend.... About not being in love.... He was a plain liar.... And all this feelings were suffocating you and you barged in his cabin.... Only to find yourself shattered in pieces.... As you found him snuggling closer to that bitch.... Ritu....
You were disgusted at yourself.... It was stupid of you to think that he loved you.... Damn stupid....
And what added more to your pain was... Ritu's words...
"you know cadet singh... All there girl cadets... Hovering around my fiance.... Day and night... Does make me insecure..... But i am not blaming him.... He is so painfully charming.... Any girl would fall for her...."
And he retorted back... Asking her to stop..." oh common... I am not stupid enough to fall for some stupid girl cadet.... You need not to feel insecure jaan... "
You witnessed everything.... And left whilst congratulating them....wishing to get buried right then and there....
Although later on you came to know that all this was scheming of his evil brain to kill two birds in a row.... And that dr. Ritu was a spy.... And his involvement with her was a mere act...
Despite of knowing all of it you were still hurt....he showered you with warmth... And then turned a cold shoulder around you as and when he wished to.... Not giving regard to how you feel....but every time his reasons come out in front... They are all in you interest...

But is that remotely enough.... You don't want a saviour anymore..... You are strong enough to handle everything.... All you needed him to be was a companion...but he not tried to be one.... It was always a complete dictatorship...he was the one to decide wether to come closer to you or move apart... But now... Not anymore... You won't let him make anymore decisions on your behalf...
You pick up the phone angrily... And try to contact your friends hoping to get a private accomodation....
But somewhere deep down inside you feel safe in his authority... You shrug off your thoughts.... Not wanting to fall weak......

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