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Rudra . Wow Bhabi you looks so happy today. He Tease Anika seeing her smiling happily thinking about something

Ani. No rudra you are thinking over I'm smiling causally.

R. But spark in your eyes seems different. Seems like it's related to shivaay bhiya. He said hitting his shoulder with her tilting his eyebrow

Ani. You can never change rudra. Always tease me for that. She shakes her head and left from there before he tease her a more. She come in hall and stood besides pillar blushing heavily thinking about shivaay whom she started likin in actual. She have realised that she consider him more than Anything. Yesterday When they were following tia and swetlana and ended up in jungle. That moment the way shivaay took care of him putting himself in the problem shown him that he has also something in his heart for her. He took care of her like baby. She first time saw tears in his eyes for her. He actually cried for her seeing her state. His eyes were screaming that he loves her as well the way she does to him. His heart has been melted towards her. She blush and lean to the pillar thinking about it

Ani. I think I should tell shivaay about my feelings. That would be better before it's get so late. She bite her lips thinking to convince her love for him which she www hiding from quite long ..

Ani. I'm coming shivaay. Im sure you will be so happy hearing my confession for you. She blush and immediately left from there having determined to tell him her feelings. She comes in room calling his name but got confused finding none there.

Ani. Shivay she calls him his name but he is no where to be seen.

Ani. Where he could go. She got confused and about to go out when she saw him standing with om talking about something.

Ani. What they both are doing she mumbled walking towards pool side. She about to call his name when stopped hearing her name from om's mouth.

Om. Shivaay what are you saying. You can't decide everything on behalf of Bhabi. It's about her life

Shiv. I didn't play with her life. I'm just telling my heart thing. I can't accept her as mother of my child. Leave child I can't see her as my wife even. She has nothing in her. I don't even know her parents. Leave parents I don't even know her surname. I don't know from where she belongs. I can't accept someone as my wife who knows nothing about herself. I can't introduce her as my wife. What I will say that she is Anika just anika who don't know about herself anything. She don't have surname. Her identity is she only. There is none to present her. I'm shivaay singh oberoi and I've to look after many things about my reputation as well. And because of her I can't ruin my reputation. If I'm keeping her with me then it's just out of pity. It's like a charity to me which I'm doing feeling sad for her. Otherwise I don't have anything for her in my heart. Utterly nothing

As his bitter words fell in her eyes. Her fist curl tightly suppressing her sobs. Her hand started bleeding because of sharp nails. But she don't care. She don't care about her outer pain. Right now her heart is paining more than anything and that's Main thing. There is nothing to compete With that. She can't believe he don't love her. Leave love he consider her nothing. Yesterday whatever she saw it was all lie. There was nothing reality. He was doing all this out of pity. No pity but charity. He thinks that she is a poor girl who needs his pittiness then he is wrong she is not one Of them who survives on others charity. She always  was a powerful girl who had strong motives and aims.in childhood itself
She didn't see on someone's hand and earnt somehow whether if she has to struggle a lot but she did and never raised her Hand to beg and he is saying he is doing all this just because he feel bad over her situation no way she can tolerate anything but not a pity look on her own self. She would never ever.  She wipes her tears and about to go when stopped seeing rudra standing looking at her face.

Ru. Bhabi he whispered attempt to talk to her but she just excused herself and left from there fastly

In pool side

Om. I don't know what you are planning for your future but the way you are going Im sure you gonna regret so badly but time won't come in your hand that time he shakes his head in disbelief and left from there In angry mood.

Shiv.   They don't understand. for me family comes always first and anika is coming between in my family's reputation and I can't accept her like this. He talk with himself sitting on same place thinking about anika who is affecting him so bad. Sometime when he don't see her around his breath stop that moment and this thing only making him restless. As he don't want himself to trap in love specially with her when he knows they don't have future.

At night

Shivaay enters in room and saw anika is laying on the sofa thrusting her face in it. 

Shiv. What she thought to sleeping there. He grit his teeth when he saw her laying there instead of bed where they both had  started sharing before couple of weeks. 

Shiv.  Anika what you doing here get up and sleep with me on the bed but she didn't  move and kept herself in same position

Shiv.  This stubborn girl how can she sleep on the bed when she know I've developed habit to have her besides me. He mumbled and about to carry her from the sofa when she just got up immediately moving back making him scare hell out of him

Shiv. Wtf you were awake.  Anika rub her temple and look at him with puffy eyes which is clearly showing that she cried.

Shiv. Anika you cried.  ?

Ani.  Erm no I I didn't I'm fine  she said running her hand on her face

Shiv. Then what you doing on the sofa.  Come sleep on the bed I guess It's enough for both of us

Ani.  No shivaay I'm fine I guess being in distance is good  when we knew our future is not together.   Today or tomorrow we have to go on our own way then what's the need of developing habits

Shiv. What you trying to say

Ani. Erm nothing don't stress yourself.  Anyways go and sleep there I'm ok on sofa

Shiv lakin

Ani. I'm feeling really sleepy shivaay so can you  leave me please she said rudely making him startled. She never talked to him like this then how come she is doing today.  In all these thoughts he move towards the bed and lay down  there keeping hand on his chest.  Time to time he is looking at her in hope she Will talk to him but she didn't and slept turning her face away. 

Four am

Anika grab her bag and look at shivaay who is sleeping without knowing his surrounding.  A peaceful smile is adoring his face. Seems like he is seeing some good dreams

Ani. I wanted to be part of your dreams shivaay but you never let me.  But it's ok atleast I  don't need to live with that person who feel pity over me.   She wipe her tears and left from there hurriedly before her try stop her. She had planned a lot of things with him but it couldn't happen.  Their marriage was based on compromise so definitely they didn't have any future. She look at whole house for last time and walked out thinking about her future which may led her towards success. 

In morning

Shivaay yawn scratching his Body wnd set on the bed having smile.   He look towards sun and closed his eyes feeling the heat of it.   It's give some kind of peace to having it on the face.   Suddenly anika's name run in his mind and her last night face came infront of his eyes.  He immediately look towards sofa and found it empty having blanket properly wrapped up

Shiv. Anika he calls her name and got up walking towards bathroom but bathroom door is open and light is off that's mean she is not here

Shiv. Maybe she would be downstairs.  Fear gripped his heart and he run downstairs in hope to get her  somewhere

Pinky. Where are you running shivaay what happened

Shiv. Mom did you see anika anywhere

P. Why would I see that shameless. I've other things to do in my life as well

Shiv.  Mom this is not the time for expressing hate and tell me where's she.  

P.  I don't know maybe she would be outside

Shiv.  Argh ok fine he shakes his head and run out to seeing her.  After checking every corner of his house he set on the sofa and dialled  her number  but it's coming that person has blocked you. You can't connect with him or her.

Shiv. Fuck sake. What this girl is doing.  He hit his head and call her again and again but same thing is coming back. 

Shiv. Anika don't play around and pick up the phone woman.

Ru. Whom you are calling bhiya he said taking place on the sofa scrolling his phone

Shiv. Im calling your bhabi but she is the one who is not picking up the phone Its coming she has blocked me.

Ru.  Don't need to call her bhiya. If she has blocked you then you also should delete her number as she is nothing but a stranger for you from now on

Shiv. Are you mad rudra what you saying

Ru.  Which is reality bhiya.  Bhabi is gone. whole family gathered there hearing shivaays loud voice.

Shiv.  This is not for joke rudra

Ru. I'm not joking either bhiya why you are thinking I'll joke on serious thing

Shiv.  Anika can't do this how can she do this to me.  Tears rolled down from his eyes after knowing she left him

Ru.  You didn't leave any chance bhiya.  I and om kept asking you think about her. Give chance to marriage but no you didn't bother to listen and kept mumbling she is not worth of yours.  Now look she left you she left you after knowing the truth of your both marriage she didn't want to live with that person who look at her  out of pity. 

Shiv.  I never felt pity over her I just

Ru. Don't be over smart bhiya.  She heard your all shit whatever you were blubbering infront of om.  She got to know you will never accept her and why would you do it when she is bloody middle class who don't have any reputation or respect. 

Shivaay hold his head and started  walking here and there in tension

Tia.  That's good she left itself shivaay baby you don't think about her. Let her go. Atlast now we don't have to keep tie ourselves in her nonsense we can do whatever we feel like.  Isn't pinky mom

Ru. Yes tia you are right.   Now you and bhiya can get marry and yes bhabi left all things in bhiyA's room like   Jewellery , expensive clothes even shoes.  You can take whatever you want. 

Shiv. She can't do this she can't leave me. She just can't.  She knew that I can't live without her.  Then why did she do it.  She can't just can't. He sobs and about to go when om comes infront of him and kept hand on his heart.

Om. It's over shivaay.   She is gone.  Now let her live her own life. The way you have right she has as well.  I won't let you to play with her anymore. It's done. 

Shiv. Om I

Om. Whatever you said last night it's shown that you don't want her.  So better forget her. And you people I don't think so any important person have left this house.  So better you go back to your works.  There is nothing to being in sorrow.   Let's move. He gave stern look to shivaay and left  from there along with all family. Shivaay growl and just throw the table breaking it in pieces but no one bothered about it and walked out.

Shiv. She can't leave me she just can't he sniffs wiping his tears and run outside to ask khana for searching her.

Shiv.  Khana  get anika back infront of me as soon as possible.

K. I'm sorry sir but I can't. She said don't come behind me. She took promise from me. I'm sorry again.  

Shiv. Go to hell khana I'll itself search her I'm sure she will come back with me.  He glares him and walked out hurriedly.  In chawl

Anika comes out talking with someone when a lady stopped her

La. Hai anika you came back I thought you won't leave that mansion.  What happened beta. Did your husband throw you out of his house

Ani.  Actually Aunty  we are divorced.  She lied making lady shock

La. Hai but why Why did he divorce you

Ani. I don't wanna talk about it I'm sorry.  She gave her smile and left from there hurriedly having bag in her hand.

as she got out of the chowl. Shivaay car enters there Nd stopped in middle of it gaining people attention but he didn't bother to look at them and run towards her house but he found it locked

Shiv. She is not here even

La. She was here.  I saw her before few minutes

Shiv.  What really  now where is she

La.  I don't know I asked her where her husband and she said he divorced her after that she left having her bag

Shiv. Why didn't you stop her

La. Why would I

Shivaay pull his hair in frustration and rush towards his car Fastly having her in his mind.  In no time he zoom out his car and drove away from there. 

It's been six  hours she is missing  from home and in six hours his breath is getting uneven. One thing surely he got to know he can't live without her.  She impacted him so badly. If he couldn't find her then surely it will really hard for him to live peacefully. Suddenly his car stopped when he saw loads of people surrounded something. Seems like some accident happened. He came out from the car being angry and March towards crowed having grumpy face. He push people and about to shout at people but stopped seeing auto is laying broken and a lady is sitting on the floor back facing well auto driver is standing looking at his broken auto

Lady. Beta you got such a big scar. Let me tie it with my dupata

No Aunty it will be fine I don't have time for this. She try to get up but again fell down holding her leg. As her voice hit his ears he got to know to whom this voice is belong.

Shiv. Anikaaa anika turns and found shivaay is standing having wide eyes. Before she react shivaay run and pulled her in hug caressing her hair

Shiv. Where are you had been ani. You know how much worried I was. How can you leave house like this. Is this the way you behave.

Ani. Anika pushed him with her uninjered hand and got up with much difficulties glaring him.

Shjv. Anika what you doing he try to hold her but she didn't let him and started walking ahead with slow steps

Shiv. Stop anika stop here. But she is the one who is walking without looking back

Shiv. I said stop here girlll anika shivered seeing his red eyes being in his arms

Shiv. Where are you going

Ani. Where I belong.

Shjv. Stop this drama and let's go home

Ani. I don't wanna come. I've understood staying there is just waste of time and life so better to move on she try to free herself but he didn't let her and hold her more tightly

Shiv. If you had listened me then why didn't you confront me anika.

Ani. I don't need to shivaay. I've understood what place I've in your life. I've understood you don't want me so what's the need of being together. What did you said I'm poor and a loser girl for whom you just feel pity only then sorry mr oberoi I don't need your Pitiness Im ok without it. The way I handled myself from childhood I can do now as well. I don't want a shivaay Singh oberoi to protect me. Did you get that. She sobs and pushed him away

Shiv.. I said it because I thought

Ani. You think nothing about me shivaay. For you my feelings are nothing. You think that if you will give me pain then I won't feel it. But it does feel it. I can be strong anika infront of world but in reality I'm not. I feel pain and sorrow as well. I have feelings as well but why would you care when you think so low about me. Anyways wasting my words over you is just waste of time so better I don't do it. Shivaay your future is waiting for you ahead. Don't come behind me I'll be very ok without you.

Shiv. I can't be ok without you anika. Don't go

Ani. No shivaay you will be ok.  I'm sure.   I've became your temporary habit as time will pass you will forget me. Maybe it will be hard for me but not for you.you don't want me shivaay.  I'm nothing to you.  Infect never been I was.  I always was a poor and middle class girl for you whom you hated from start despite I did every impossible things for you. So  now when I've realised the reality then I would like to go.  I wanna get separate from you.  It's good for both of us

Shiv.  Anika please don't do this please

Ani. I'm sorry shivaay If we will have future then we will meet someday and if didn't then we would never.  I know it will hard for you to move on but eventually you will do it. So not to see you shivaay. I pray from god you stay always happy without any tensions and about me then tensions and worries will always kept following me till I am alive but still I'll try my best to lead my life. She smiles and left from there before he stops her.  He just set on his knees and burst into tears he couldn't stop her.  He just couldn't but one thing he knows till he don't win her he won't take sigh in relief he will always  chase her every where whether she goes in last corner of earth

The end

Kainat