After Learning Ram's Past

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There was so much pain in his eyes, tears continuously flowing down his eyes

Both of them were crying. Ram was trying very hard to control his tears but he just couldn't. He had laid out all the pain buried in his heart for 20 years.

She was sobbing too.

Priya - aap chahte hain ki main ye divorce paper sign kar dun, main kar dungi...aap chahte hain ki main ye ghar chod kar chali jaun ..to main ye ghar chod kar bhi chali jaungi..lekin agar aap chahte hain ki main aapko aise iss haal me rota hua chod kar jaun to ye main nahi kar paungi..

She went and hugged him. He hugged her back too.He couldn't control himself anymore..He let it all out...Tears continuously flowed down his cheeks and she tightened her embrace around him.

(Main na bhuloonga, main na bhuloongi playing in the background...)

They broke the hug hearing the thunderstorm.

Wiping her tears , Priya - kabhi kabhi bin mausam ki baarish acha sandesha lekar aati hai

Ram - nahi Priya, bin mausan ki baarish hamesha bura sandesha hi laati hai ..tufan jab aata hai na to kuch na kuch le jaata hai...

Priya - nahi Mr. Kapoor, kabhi kabhi tufan kuch de kar bhi jaata hai

He wiped his tears and saw her smile between her tears. He reciprocated the smile with a reluctant smile.. They were still holding hands after breaking the hug when

Priya - baithiye Mr. Kapoor ..

She made him sit on his side of the bed and she sat next to him. She was still drenched from the unexpected rain and they both had cried on each others shoulders which meant their shoulders were even more moist.

Priya - aapko aisa kyu laga Mr. Kapoor ki ye jaan kar main aapko chod dungi.. maine aapse Australia me bhi kaha tha ki main aaj me jeeti hun, beete hue kal se mera kya lena ..

He immediately knelt down opposite to her and grabbed her hands..Tears had started to form again in his eyes..

Ram - Priya , ye meri zindagi ka wo sach hai jisse mujhe sharam aati hai.. meri wo Ma jisse me sabse jyada pyaar karta tha usne mujhe chod diya..mera pariwar tod diya...ye wo sach hai jo koi nahi jaanta aaj meri sauteli Ma k alawa.. Mujhe janam deniwali aurat mujhe, apne bete ko chod kar chali gayi.. Itna bura to nahi tha main...

Priya cupped his crying face, by now she had started crying too. She couldn't bear to see him in so much pain.

He continued - mere saath itna bura kaise ho gaya main ye hi sochta raha..mere sare apnon ne mera sath chod diya..main bhi shaadi karna chahta tha.. main bhi chahta tha ki Neha Vikram ki tarah meri apni koi ho..mere apne bache hon..pata hai kaisa lagta hai mujhe ja vikram k bache usko papa aur mujhe uncle bolte hain....vikram ke bache daud kar uske paas aate hain to vikram ke chehre ki khushi dekhi hai maine..main bhi wo sab chahta tha..lekin ye sab hone ke baad mera vishwas puri tarah khatam ho gaya...pyaar par se..shaadi jaise bandhan se..kisi bhi aurat par itna vishwas karna mere liye possible hi nahi raha.. 

He bent down and starting sobbing in her lap..She rounded her arms around him..

He continued once more - pata hai kaisa laga tha mujhe jab bauji ne mujhse sautele pariwar ko khush rakhne ka waada liya...kitna mushkil tha ye accept karna ki mera ek aur pariwar hai..aur do bhai behen hai..haan Priya...rishabh aur natasha mere sautele bhai behen hain..sid or ishika to Ma ke pehle pati ke bache hain...ek sautele pariwar ko apna maan kar unhe utna pyaar diya taaki mera akelapan kahin gum ho jaaye... apne sautele pariwar ki aankhon me maine hamesha apne liye pyaar dekhna chaha..main nahi jaanta ki wo mere baare me kya sochte hain..lekin maine mere bauji ko diya hua vachan nibhaya..apne pariwar ko wo saari khushiyan di jo shayad mere hisse me kabhi nahi thi....meri hamesha yehi koshish rahi ki unke zindagi me kisi cheez ki kami na rahe..

Priya was shocked at his revelation about his siblings but at the same time she understood the pain he was in - Mr. Kapoor...please rona band kijiye na..mujhse aapke ye aansu , aapka aisa maayus chehra nahi dekha jaata..

She tried taking his face in her arms..He continued to sob in her arms now touching her stomach..

Priya - Mr. Kapoor....nafrat sirf pyaar se mitaayi jaati hai..mujhe ye karne dijiye na...pehle yahan baithiye please...main aapko aise rota nahi dekh sakti ...

He did as she said..she wiped his tears with her already wet dupatta but he somehow felt the coolness to be comforting...

Ram - Priya , I am so sorry , tumne mujhse dosti ka haath aage badhaya aur maine tumhe divorce papers diye..

Priya - Mr. Kapoor ..please kuch mat kahiye ... main nahi jaanti ye hamare bich kya hai jiski wajah se jab aap muskurate hain to mujhe sukoon milta hai aur jab aap dukhi hote to aansu mere aankhon se bhi nikalte hain lekin ye jo bhi hai uski wajah se main aapko chod kar to chali jaun lekin main aapke baare me sochna band hi nahi kar sakti ... I trust you Mr. Kapoor , completely ! 

Ram - Priya, please tum mujhe chod kar mat jao.....mujhe meri dost ki zarurat hai..tumhari zarurat hai... saalon baad mujhe laga hai ki dukh wakai main baantne se kam hota hai..aur khushiyan baantne se badhti hain. (Priya, you can't leave me, I need my friend, I need you ... after so many years , I have understood that  sorrow lessens as you share it and happiness increases as you share)

He hugged her this time. They were sitting opposite each other. His head fell on her shoulders...He had been drinking all evening , he was feeling light headed and yet was still craving for the love that was long lost from his life. Just then something triggered his brain, she too had cried for him. She was going to remain with him even after knowing his past, his worst past. He knew his secret will always remain safe with her. He knew then she deserved to be his best friend and his companion..He inhaled her smell on her shoulders, she was so tender yet so strong to have handled him..

Priya - main aapko chod kar nahi jaungi Mr. Kapoor..I am here, right here! ( I will not leave you and go Mr. Kapoor)

She cradled him like a baby in her arms. It was evident that he had been crying all evening. She wanted to make him feel secured, make him feel loved and make sure he understood his deepest secret was safe with her. She gave him a glass of water..

Priya - Mr. Kapoor , please relax..pine pi lijiye... (have some water)

He drank water from her hands and opened up to her once more ..

Ram - maine kitni raatein aise guzaari hain, na nind aati thi na hi rona aata tha aur na hi hasna..zindagi jaise ruk si gayi pehle ma ke jaane k baad phir babuji jane k baad. Aise ghut ghut ke jiya hun main.. (I have spent many nights like this, without sleep , without crying ..life stopped for me after Ma left and then after Dad left too)

They had an eyelock. Both could see the same pain in the other persons eyes and the tears that were trickling down each others cheeks. After sometime Ram broke the eyelock.. 

Ram - main apni tablets kha ke so jaata hun..tum bhi rest karo.. (I will sleep after taking my tablets, you too should rest)

Priya - Mr. Kapoor nahi, aaj aap tablets nahi lenge.. please..aapne drink bhi ki hai..its not right..reactions ho sakte hain... (no Mr. Kapoor, you will not take tablets today, you had too many to drink and tablets might cause reactions)

Ram - nind ki to lene do, warna nind nahi aayegi..  (let me take sleeping pills atleast, otherwise i wont be able to sleep)

Priya - aa jayegi, main hun na... Aap bas relax kijiye  (you will be able to sleep, I am here, you just relax)

She rested his head on the pillow and herself sat next to him.. She was caressing his ruffled hair to soothe him. He had barely closed his eyes when he got up with a start. She pulled him towards her such that his head was now resting over her chest .

Priya - kya hua Mr. Kapoor ? aap thik hai na... (what happened Mr. Kapoor? are you ok ?)

Ram - hmm 

His heartbeats started to normalize listening to her calm heartbeats. She soothed him just like a mother soothes her crying and scared baby. Their hearts started to beat in unison and they both drifted off to a deep slumber. 

That night Ram and Priya and had come so much closer to each other . They didn't realize they had comforted each other by being there emotionally for each other. They didn't even know they were meant to be together and that they would eventually realize their love for each other and give their relationship a true meaning.

As we know, Ram and Priya admitted their feelings for each other and took their relationship to the next level in another 30 episodes.

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