My plan was to leave. Leave my known land for eternity. The only reason I was going to was for Hanswana ad Asline. Those two girls mean so much to me. Those who are still thankfully alive hear our leaders voice. He tells us all the terror that will come, he says it will be more harsher than what we are currently receiving. I know each and everyone of us is fearful. The enemies want us to kneel down before them, our leader says aloud. So I spoke up and I said "I shall not bow down to the, I want to be free with my people and I live for myself". Some people encouraged my enhancing comment. But others disclaimed it and gave it a cruel review. I knew what I had to do and tht was leave, my promise land was unthankfully demolished. Discourage was written all over. Many people were caught up in mourning over their lost ones. The only thing I had lost was hope. I was about to end the thin line of my faith when all of a sudden I hear my baby cry my name out loud. Her voice was so intense so unexplainable. I didn't know exactly were she was but she was with Asline, dobu rushed to where I had last left them. I'm running in circles liked a tamed beast fearful but strong. Finally after wasteful minutes pass by I see Hanswana, she is by Asline, they both had fear coming from their bewildered face. What mandatory event am I facing now, I quickly prayed to my lord in savior as I knew he was watching me, close ad carefully. I could feel his warm presence hovering over me it gave me a little strength to feel him watching me.