Ashar's POV.
My eyes were open looking at the ceiling of the roof of my room. Smile was not leaving my face as I was remembering all the moments I spend with Maham. Specially the moments we shared at night. Her care,her concern for me was making me more crazy for her. My heart was beating for her. And when I saw her mole I couldn't stop myself and just kissed it. Her fragrance, her feel was so overwhelming that I was finding it difficult to stay far from her. I was finding again and again a way to be closer to her. When my lips touched her cheek to kiss her,I felt her body shiver and then she run out if the room. I know she was feeling shy and nervous. I smiled took off the blanket from me.

I went to washroom still thinking about my Maha. I did my ablution and cane out to offer fajar. It was 4:30 of the morning and there was still dark outside. I took my prayer mat and start offering salah.As o completed my Salah I raised my hand for Dua(supplication).

Thanks for giving me new life. And thank you Allah(SWT) for giving her to me. For making her mine. Just keep her happy always. Whether with me or not. Just keep her happy.

I finished my due and took the prayer nat to place it on its place. I went to the balcony and open its door. A gust of fresh air touched me making me smile. I look at the sky where sun didn't rose yet. There was still darkness. Cool air was playing with my hair and I just close my eyes to feel it. I turn a little to my right side and wished to see her standing there with me. Suddenly her smiling face appeared in front of me making me surprise.

"Missing me Mr Ashar!" She asked and stand right at the right side of me.

I forgot to blink. She was here standing in front of me in red frock with her hair open. Red lipstick was making her lips beautiful. Her eyelashes were so black hiding her eyes under them whenever she lower her eyes. A shy smile was covering her attractive lips.

"Maha." A whisper cane out of my mouth and shed look up.

She walked a little to stop just an inch away from me. Her hand touched my right hand covered in plaster and she start caressing my right hand.

"How I'm looking?" She asked and I just keep looking at her.

"Beautiful." Again a slow whisper came out from my mouth.

"And my mole?" She asked and aside her hair from her neck.

Her mole was in front of me making my heart run faster. The urge to touch her mole increased and my hand slowly travelled to her neck and as I was about to touch her neck she faded away.

"Huh!" I look around to find but she was nowhere.

"Maha." I called her but didn't find her.

I sighed and close my eyes. What was happening to me? I was dreaming her. She was here and then she faded away. She's making me crazy. A smile form on my lips.

"You are making me crazy Maham." I said looking at the sky.

"Ashar you are going mad." I said to myself and smiled.

"Why? What are these feelings?" I asked myself and walked back in room.

My eyes landed on that scarf placed near my pillow. I walked to my bed and hold the scarf. I inhaled the fragrance. The fragrance of my Maham.

My Maham??

"My Maham. Only mine." I happily said and run out of my room.

I wanted to see her. I just didn't think what time it is. The only thing I thought was to see her. My heart was running a marathon and I was really going crazy for her. I stopped in front of guest room. My hands were shivering and I smiled to myself nervously. I thought for a second snd then push the door a little. My eyes widened on the right I witnessed.

She was in front of me on the prater mar. She was performing her Sakah and I was just lost in looking at her. The pure beauty was in front if me. Her white Frick and that red dupatta which was wrapped around her in namaz style was making her so beautiful. She was looking so sacred and pure. A pure beauty without any makeup and artificiality.

I closed the door and walked back. Smiled was not leaving my face. She become the girl I wanted her to be. A full pure version of purity and love. I lay down again on my bed with her thoughts. I was changing my sides again and again but her that imagine was not leaving my mind. I hugged the pillow with happiness.

"I need a coffee." I said to myself and jump out if the bed and smilingly I walk out of my room to kitchen.

It was so early of morning that it was not hood yo awake anyone. So I tip toed to the kitchen but I was stopped when I saw its lights were on. Curiosity increased to know who is in I walked faster and was shocked to see Maham there.

"Maham." I called her and she turned a little to see me.

"Assalam-o-alikum." Her beautiful voice flutter my heart and I walked to her.

"Wasalam.what are you doing here so early in the morning?" I asked and she bring a plate in front of me.

"I was feeling hungry so I thought to have some fruits." She said and I smiled.

She again put that plate on the counter and cut bananas in it. I was just looking at her who was still in her dupatta which was tightly wrapped around her neck and head.

"You want something?" She asked

"I want coffee." I said as I open the cabinet to take coffee.

"Coffee. Early in the morning?" She asked and I nodded.

I took out the coffee and was looking for mug but she grabbed the coffee and put it aside.

"Who start their morning with bitter taste of Cappuccino? Have fruits for the lovely day." She said and out a slice of apple in my mouth giving me shock.

"But my coffee!" I protested but she shut me up with another piece of banana.

"Fruits are good for health." She said and walk out.

"Huh! But coffee?" I followed her who knew that I will follow her.

We both step out of the house to the lawn and sat on a bench. Our eyes were at the sky where small sun rays were making it bright signing the morning. She was eating fruits looking at the sky.

"Its so beautiful." Her voice was so near and I smiled.

"Maha." I called her but then I realized what I did.

"What Maha?" She asked and turn to me.

"Nothing I just wished to see this sunset with my Maha?" I tried to make her jealous.

And then I saw the result. Her expression changed. Her cheeks turn red and she almost slammed the plate on the bench between us.
She glare at me and then turn.

"Then go to your Maha. What are you doing here?" She said and turn again to see the sky.

I hide my smile and look at her angry face. Her arms folded on her chest and her face was turgid as balloons.

"What's this smell?" I asked and she turn to me.

"What smell?" She asked and i start leaning toward her.

He start leaning back and I keep moving until her head touched the arm of the bench and I was on her. I look st her and then slowly loosen her dupatta from her neck which was covering her beautiful neck and hair from me.

"Ash...at." She stutter and I smiled.

"Smell as if someone is burning in jealousy!" I said and laughed.

She narrow her eyes at me and pushed me back while I just keep laughing.

"Jealous! And I? Huh! Why would I be jealous!" She said and got up.

As she took twos I hold her wrist to stop her. Her feet stopped and I stand right behind her. I leaned on her ear.

"Because you are my...!" I stopped and she turned her face to me.

Our eyes met. We lost in each other.

" I'm your what?" She asked and I just keep looking at her.

"You know." I whispered as I lean a closer to her face.

Her face flashed red showing the blush and her eyes lower down. I slowly leaves her wrist and she fun inside the house and I just keep smiling with her thought.

Maham's POV.
"Maham you ready? Guest are coming." I turned on my mom's voice.

"Mashallah you are looking so beautiful." Mom said and I hugged her.

"Come your dad is waiting." Mom said and I nodded

I look st myself for the last time in mirror and step out with mom. There was a party in the house called by my dad for Ashar. I was so happy. Its been two weeks since our last talk in his house and after that morning he didn't call me or tried o meet me. Whenever I tried he was busy. I don't understand what was his problem.

Two weeks after two week I was going to see him to meet him. I got ready for him in that blue rock he nought on shopping day. I was fully ready as he wanted me to be.  As I entered in the huge lawn where the party function was held,I saw a huge crowd of guests,media,relatives. Everyone was just in their talks while I just keep looking for the one who was my everything. I saw his parents talking but I didn't find him.

"Ashar where are you?" I said looking around.

"Looking for someone!" I turn on the voice.

Zayan with his family was standing there. I smiled and shook my head.
I greeted his parents and hugged his sisters,fiance and his cousin Anabia.

"Hey bro." I turn on the voice to see Shahyan coming with a smile.

My eyes freeze on the person coming with him. That my Ashar. In white shirt with black jeans with a black waistcoat. My eyes just stick on him. As they reached us his eyes fall on me and we both just lost in watching each other.

"Ashar how are you now?" Zayan asked making both of us come out from our gazing.

"I'm fine." He replied and look away.

"Ladies and gentleman may I have your attention please!" We turn on the voice and I saw my dad standing with s Mike in his hand.

"As you know this party is for Ashar who fight with death to come hack to life. Allah(SWT) returned our Ashar to us. So this evening is for you don't. Bless you." Dad said and all applauded.

I smiled and clapped. We all were looking at Ashar who was smiling.

"But this party has one more reason." Dad said and we turn to him again.

"Shahyan and Maham come here." Dad said making my heart stop

Shahyan's POV.
"Shahyan and Maham come here." As uncle took our name my heart jumped with fear.

I know what there must be going to happened. My dad nodded for me o go but I really want yo run out of there. I look at my wife who's eyes wee lower but I could see the fear and pain on her face.

Me  and Maham slowly walked to her dad and I saw my Dad coming to us.

"I'm here announcing the engagement of my daughter and Shahyan. We are here to celebrate their engagement today." Uncle said making me and Maham shocked.

We both kook st each other completely in shock. I immediately turn to see my life who's eyes met mine and I saw tears ready to flow. My heart stuck in my chest and I feel that my life would shattered if she go far from me.

"Its time to do the ring ceremony." I heard my dad and I took two steps back in shock.

I look at her again. Since the day we cane back from that shopping she didn't came out of the house. I font know why she was scared and she was not telling me the reason. And now when I was happy finally to see her out of the house this all happened. I was supposed to hive her happiness then how can I make her cry?

"Here." Dad put a ring in my hand and I loo down at my hand and then at her.

"Exchsy the rings now." I heard again.

I turn to Maham who was standing in shock. She was looking somewhere to find someone. I was not understanding what should I do or not.

"No." Maham yelled.

Anabia's POV.
"No." I look up at the voice to see Maham moving back far from Shahyan.

My heart was paining.  Today I got realize what he means to me. I can't live without him I knew but I can't see Jim with anyone else I realize today. The fear of loosing him was killing me. I can't live without this fear. I wanted yo shoot to tell everyone that he's mine. My husband. My Shahyan but I just keep standing.

"Sunshine what happened?" Maham's dad asked her.

"Dad I...I can't do this. I mean I and Shahyan we are just...just good friends." She said and I saw Shahyan going yo them.

"She's right uncle. I'm also not interested in this engagement. I was doing all this only because dad was pressurizing me. Otherwise she's just my friend." Shahyan said and I felt a peace in my heart.

"But..." Maham's dad tried to say.

"Sorry dad. I can't do this." Maham said and run from there after throwing the ring aside.

I saw Shahyan smiling. His eyes turn to me and I immediately look down. I saw shahyan's parents going in anger while maham's parents also went in the house. Guests start going and he walked to me.

"Good son. Thankfully thus is over." Aunty said and he nodded.

Shahyan suddenly hold my hand and I look up st him. His eyes were already on me.

"Come." With that he just dragged me with him.

"Shahyan." I called him but he just keep dragging me with him.

As I sat in the car he drove out. I didn't say anything but just keep looking st my hands and sobbing. Tears and nothing I was thinking to do. Silence was all over but I wanted him to speak up.

"Come out." I startled on the voice to see him standing on my side with door open.

I didn't move. I again fixed my eyes on my hands which were placed in my lap. Suddenly he hold my hand and pulled me out. He shut the door and pinned me with it. My eyes were still lower. Cool sir was playing with my hair and the sound of water was telling me that we were on the beach.  I still stand not moving not looking up. His hand came on either side of door caging me in them.

"What would you do if I did this engagement?" His voice rang with noise of water.

I didn't move more give any answer. I just keep looking down. I feel his breath on my face making me look up at his face.

"You'd stay quite. Like always.!" He said and s tear slipped on my cheek.

"Or shed tears?" He asked and I again look down.

"Why are you frying?? I think it doesn't bother you when you see me with someone else." He growled.

"And yes you'd be happy to make me free. You'll be happy to see me with other girl and when I will love her you will just looking st us silently like always. When I will hug her touch her,kiss..." He was saying but that was enough for me to hear.

"Stop it Shahyan." I yelled and star crying.

"So doest it matter to you if I be with some other girl?" He said but I just keep crying.

"I'm asking something Anabia." He asked again.

"You dare to hug some other girl I will kill." I said and hide my face in his chest.

I was crying and his arms wrapped around me in a jug. I just melted in his arms and fried more.

"I hate you. I hate you very much." I said and cried more.

"You hate me or love me?" He asked bit I didn't gave him any answer.

"I love you." His voice shocked me and moved back immediately to look at him.

He smiled looking at me. He hold my face in his hands and kissed my forehead.

"I love you. The thought living without is like death and if its love then I'm do in love with you." He said and I cried more.

"And yes you only know to fey and cry. Stupid girl. What if I got engaged with that girl Maham?" He asked and I look up.

"You dare to and I will..." I paused and her pulled me on his arm.

"You will what??" He asked.

"Kill you if you think about another girl. You scared me today. I thought...I thought this is the end. End of our relation. You won't remain mine now. You won't love me and I will alone again like always and..." My words stuck in throat as his lips captured mine in a loving kiss.

My eyes closed down but not my tears. They just keep rolling on my cheeks and Shahyan he just keep kissing me until I calm down.

"I love you." He whispered on my lips and Kissed me again.

"Shahyan." I called him as he leaved my lips.

"Don't leave me ever. " I said and he smiled.

"Never my life." He said and hugged me.

"I was so scared." I said holding him tightly.

"Me too. Me too. I was so scared to lose you. The thought of you going far from me hating me was like a death to me. I can't imagine my life without you. Please never leave me. Never hate me." He said hugging me tightly.

"I won't leave you ever and I won't hate you because.." I stopped fisting his shirt.

"Because?" He asked and I moved back to see him.

"I'm waiting Anabia." He asked and I look down.

"I...I love...you too." I finally said and look up where his wide eyes were on me.

"What did you say??" He asked and I smiled.

"I love my husband not you. Why are you Happy!" I said and turn to the beach with slow steps.

I turn to see him who was standing still like a statue in a shock. I giggled and he came to his senses.

"Anabia." He yelled my name and I run yo the after and he was following me.

I was just laughing and his chase was still after me to catch me. Two arms wrapped around me and he spun me to him facing each other.

"Now say.... those words...again." He said panting.

"What?? I don't know what you are talking about?" I said and look down to hide my smile.

"Don't test my patience." He said with s warning and I giggled.

"Or else?" I said and pushed him back making him fall on the sand and i run on the beach.

He was looking at me running and my pace go faster when I saw him coming to me. 

"Shahyan." I yelled as he got me and we both fall on the ground.

Our eyes met and smiled on our faces was not leaving. We both were panting.

"So now the punishment!" He smirked with words.

"Punishment!" I said confused.

"Yes." He whispered in my ear.

My eyes widened as his hands start moving on my right arm slowly in a sensuous way creating sensations in my body.

"Punishment for not saying those words!" He whispered in my ear and leaned completely to my neck.

His kips start pestering hot kisses on my neck while his hand intertwined with mine hardly. My eyes closed down on the sensations I was feeling and I arch my neck for his kisses.

"Shahyan. Please." I moaned when he bite on my neck.

"I love you." I could hear his whisper while kissing me.

"I love you." He said again and keep missing my neck all over.

"I love you." I groaned with his kisses and words.

His kisses got passionate on my neck while his hold on my hand tighten. I was just losing myself in his arms.

"I..love you too." I whispered in his ear.

"Say it again." He whispered in my ear wand nibble my earlobe making me moan.

"I love you too. " I said again and he over back to see me.

"Now say." He demanded looking in my eyes.

"I love you. I love you too Shahyan." I said and he smile widely and pulled me in his arms.

We both hugged each other and just keep looking at the moon which brightness was making everything shine.

"The best day. " I heard him.

"Best life." I said and hugged him again.

Ashar's POV.
I was shattered. Completely. The thought of losing her was so painful and now when I saw her standing with someone else my heart feel dying.

Alll the last week I spend without her to know the feeling of my heart.
The feelings I have for her what were these I wanted to know. And my heart answered only one that this love nothing else. My heart was dying to go to her. My eyes were finding her everywhere. I was glad that I will see her today and I will meet her and tell her that I love her but what happened there really shattered me. I saw her standing there with a ring to put it in someone else's then how can I see this. I just left from there silently. Tears start forming in my eyes. And I didn't drop them and just let them out. I was standing near my wardrobe to unlock the drawer where I locked our relation our marriage. As I hold the marriage certificate of me and Maham two tears fall on it and at the same time the door opened.

A/N:: assalam-o-alikum readers.

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Finally the engagement is over. Hope you like the chapter.

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