On November 2015, I made an account on wattpad. That time was the time when my heart was crashed by someone. Until I met someone.. Whom was my first follower. My first confesser. And my first lover.

Before I met Skye-chan.. I was in love with someone. I think she was too dense to notice it. We are good friends. On our section's group chat, I suddenly felt jealous and said to all of them that I am jealous.

Then she, my crush and the reason why I'm jealous. Asked me who is my crush. Everything went blank. Negative thoughts poured me.

I asked if she would reject me. She would just laugh at me. And many more.

Until the time has come that I confessed to her. My heart was crashed into pieces. She really did laughed at me. She rejected me. Everything I've thought happened.

I felt miserable. My friends can't talk to me properly. They asked me what is wrong and I'll answer 'nothing is wrong.' But deep inside, it hurts so much.

My good friend whom I really love.. Whom I always hangout with. Whom always joked around with me. But with just a split of second everything was gone. It was so awkward for the two of us.

I can't think properly during those times. I've been thinking those times that;

'She would've just said 'no' to me instead of laugh at me.' ,

I changed. I became dark and cold to my friends.

But someone changed me back. The person who loved me for who I am. And became my lover. She accepted my perverted schemes at her.

She showed me how to love someone without hesitating. I really realized that love is required for all gender.

She accepted me even though I'm chubby and smaller than her despite I'm older than her.

I really can't believe that she fell in love with me. I thought to myself that I'm annoying, irritating and worthless. But to her, I'm everything.

She doesn't care if I'm annoying or irritating. To her I'm not worthless.

Until I finally realized. I have a wonderful person who will love and protect me. I realized that there is someone who is ready to accept whatever I am. A very wonderful girl. Skye-chan.. She may not be a perfect girl to everyone's eyes. But for me.. She's imperfectly perfect. She's the one who gave me reassurance and courage.

Whenever I'm talking to her it was as if we were living in our own little world. And taking every chance to talk to her. She understands me. Everything happened. I haven't believed in true love but I opened my eyes. I think every day have some of tendencies.

I know everything has changed. I haven't felt this way. I know it for real. This is the start for something for the two of us. It really feels so right when I'm with you. And now almost reaching you, I can feel heart beat beating for you.

I never really thought that we can meet have fun and my world was much brighter when you're by my side.

I didn't know it before but right now.. It's easy to see that I have a wonderful memories with you.

You're my lover after all..

You're my imperfectly perfect Girlfriend.