I can't life is too retard everyone blame for thing I didn't even do

I keep pretend everything is okay even tho im drowning in my own tear every night

I cried every night cuz I can't hold it everyone blame me

Next mornig I wake up and they ask why my face look like that but I just ignore it cuz I know Im look like a ugly ass

But sometimes I told them "I know im ugly so stop remind me"

I hate pretending im okay but I have to cuz I don't want them to see me im a weak shit

Haha sorrt for sharing this I just can't hold it all of my own haha

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