Imagine #41: Fall Out Angel (Part 5)

*Y/N's P.O.V.*

This has been the longest 3 months in my life and I don't know what's happening in my life anymore and adding up to that...I'm now living under my dead bestfriend's boyfriend.

I couldn't even believe that I have done this, but then again, I have done nothing more but to live with him. I always resist the guy even if I'm almost giving in sometimes. He's always unto me, saying that he'll protect me no matter what.

Other than that, I've been researching with those terms I encountered that day, fallen angels, nephilims, and things as such and I found that they are connected and supernatural entities that allegedly exists in our world. Patrick, those people and Elisa can be the perfect examples of these entities and I grew more suspicious each day.

I was currently reading about this subject again by the dining table when I heard someone putting a plate in front of me.

"You have to eat. Look at you, you're getting thinner and thinner each day." Patrick said to me. I looked at him as I hold the papers on my hands. "And what's that you're reading?" He asked suspiciously.

"First, I don't want to eat and second, it's none of your business." I told him plainly and get back to reading.

I thought he left me alone, but I was wrong. All the hair on my body almost raised as I felt him breathing against my neck. He was standing behind me and bent over to see what I was reading.  

"What are you reading?" You said with his low seductive voice against my neck which almost break me.

This guy is so irresistible and he could definitely bring the death of me.

I somehow let a small moan before I had the guts to stand up and face him.

"What the hell is strong with you, Patrick? Y-you're with Elisa who just died and y-you're already---

"Look, Angel, trust me, I loved Elisa dearly...I swear, I would kill for her." He explained while going closer to me and I can see the sadness in his eyes.

"Then why are you acting like this...like you already forgot her that fast." I asked.

"I...I don't know...I don't understand either, it's like when she died, all my feelings was wiped away too. I wish I can make you understand that, but I can't because I myself don't know how to comprehend with what happened." He explained and he looked like a lost puppy now.

His eyes are so goddamn gorgeous while they land on mine. This guy knows my weakness and I still have this connected feelings with him.

"But now all that matters is you're here and you're the only thing that's keeping me sane." He said and I can feel the sincerity in his voice...and that's that, I fave into him.

I was now leaning against the table as Patrick kissed my lip roughly but I wasn't complaining, I even responded in the same manner. His hands already found their way on my sides which made me moan almost immediately. I don't know what's happening now, but I feel this is the right thing to do.

I was already on the table because Patrick lifted me up and put me there...I put the paper that I was holding beside me and his kiss gets to my neck.

All of a sudden, he stopped as he saw the paper. Patrick pulled back and took then read the paper and his expression suddenly changed.

I noticed that his breathing got heavier. He looked at me like he wanted to be angry, but then decided to walk out on me...now this has made me more suspicious.

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*Patrick's P.O.V.*

Finally, finally she let me kiss her and god, I don't know what to do. I badly want to feel her, all of her, I bet her lips taste a lot sweeter than anything in this world and I bet his skin is so perfect and soft. She finally gave into me.

I've never felt this kind of urge with Elisa...yes, I wanted to feel her back then, but not to this extent, this was way different. I was going crazy not being able to fell Y/N. Over the three months, I've grown more closer to this girl and I never wanted her to go away from me and I'm sure as hell that I won't kill her. I would kill just to protect her.

I was kissing her on her lips and finally going down to her neck, but before this get anymore than this, I saw what she was reading...and that immediately changed my mood.

She can't know about this, she'll surely avoid me and I don't want her to be involved with all this fucked up shit. She already killed one nephilim, I sure they're also searching for this girl, most especially she's the mortal that can protect one of those nephilim.

I looked at her, I wanted to sold her or something but I know that will make her question me more. I took the paper and just walked away...but I know sooner or later she'll find out the truth.

I just had to continue being her guardian angel, no matter what.

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