title: caged

about: overwhelming emotions taking control

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I don't know what is going on with me?
I feel broken and blank
I feel like I am caged.
I have never been able to express myself in words
I wanna hear something that could make me feel myself.
What Kind of person am I??
Drowned in dark haze of my cloudy thoughts and emotions,
Trying to find a way out but something holds me back.
Feels like I am missing something
And I don't know what it is
But it seems like I am worthless without it
I wanna cry but I hold myself
Don't wanna show that I'm weak
Hiding those dark feelings in the deep dark hollows of my heart...
Waiting for freedom
But sometimes I feel safe in these dark corners, like it is what I am
It is who I am

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