It has been five years since I've thought about that chapter of my life, it was one I was willing to forget, one I wished had never happened, but you can't change the past can you, I wanted to destroy those memories that had been haunting me, but destroying them means destroying him and I'm not hurting him again.. I'll try not to... I hope I don't.
  After what felt like hours of laying in bed talking to myself in my mind I decided to take a bath. I pulled on a shower cap tucking the strands of my hair in, I went to the bathroom and turn the cold shower on.. Ahh jus what I needed. I rid myself of my clothing and sat in the tub as it was being filled with water, clearing my head of all thoughts, I grab a bottle of bodywash nearby, strange.. this wasn't here this morning, but hey, I'm not complaining it smells great. I poured way more that I needed into the water and a little container of bath salt I saw nearby, I slid my entire body underneath the water remaining there for a few seconds before pulling myself up, I started itching my skin, it burned like crazy.
  Quickly getting out of there , I went to the standing shower and turn the water on scrubbing my body roughly but it was still itching.  Frustrated I pulled the towel around my body, throwing the shower cap off as I came out of the bathroom. As soon as I closed the bathroom door I stood still in my tracks analysing the scene before me, on my bed sat the last person I was expecting to see, pepijn. He just sat starring at me with an innocent expression plastered on his face, it took me a few seconds to realize what was happening before it hitted me. "You piece of shit, you did this on purpose," I gave out lightly looking him dead in the eyes, I followed the movement of his eyes, how embarrassing it was that I was trying my best to rub my legs together without him realising and he did, it was itching like crazy, " want me to scratch it for you? " he asks looking at me with a stupid smirk, asshole.. anyways.. where was I?.. RIGHT.
He stood leaning on the bed with his hands across his chest, for a moment I felt like a piece of shit because his right hand was all strapped up, but then he opened his mouth and talk,     " feeling sorry for yourself? how pathetic," he says so stren that I swear it pained a little to hear him say it, "you should be glad I promised luther I won't kill you," I told him taking a few Steps towards him, who was I kidding, but I can't let him win.
"and you my darling should be glad that I can't kill you, I'd deliver you the reaper myself" he added matter of fact, smirking with his perfect lips and-💀
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His hand looked pretty good to me all wrapped up.. this asshole is alright, he's ok. "Don't worry your pretty little head, the day you try I'll put an end to your pathetic life.. and make sure you stay dead this time," I told him as I shove him against the wall breaking the bed lamp, he pulls me to him draping an arm around my back, "still denying it are we," he says laughing a little,
"there's nothing to deny,"
he pulls his hand across my cheek and I swear the chills of that cold shower did me no justice, "you sure?" he asks giving me a sinister smirk, I pulled myself from his grasp and went opening the door for him, "let's not do this," I tell him looking at the floor, he walks towards me amd stops infront of me, I look up at him and he just walks away. I close the door and finally I could scratch my itching body in peace or maybe a hot shower would do this time.