So hard this time of year guys after my granny dieing not so long ago it's kinda hard <\3 sorry for sharing that so let's get on with the story :")(.

Judy walked down the street feeling not one or two feelings but a whole lot of emotions surging through her body like a river.

Her anger was starting to subside as the cool air felt soothing what did I do? She thought.

Everything felt like nothing now all she wanted was to be in her bed sleeping.

Tears slides from her eyes, I'm so sick of putting myself on the line for people she thought as she went home.

Everything seemed dull now as she opened the door to her apartment everything seemed messed up in her life.

Nick was in love with someone else, she walked over and flopped onto her bed staring up at the ceiling.

Whatever he's not worth it!!!! She thought changing and getting into her pyjamas, I have to let Nick go Judy thought her heart seizing up.

She made a vow to herself that she won't ever tell Nick that she loves him, and that's what she promised herself.

She turned around onto herself slipping into a troubled hard sleep.

Monday morning

Judy had not heard a thing from Nick all weekend, no texts or calls.

It made it worse that she was going to have to face him in work.

Next chapter will continue soon I just need some time to adjust guys :)